everything that sheâd known to do. She was a good wife, they had a lovely home, she took care of herself physically, and she was a good cook. She made love to him whenever he wanted, even if her desire was consumed in the drudgery of a day at work. Sheâd prayed, fasted, and waited for things to turn themselves around since Danielleâs death, but they hadnât. And on top of it, he had the nerve to be messing around on her.
Rage filled her belly. She hadnât been this angry since she was a teenager. Not since she had come to a complete understanding of the fact that her father had left not only her mother, but her.
Benjamin Harris had come into her bedroom a couple of days before he left to talk to her. Angelinaâs six-year-old mind was expecting a bedtime story. The one her father always made up about the African princess who saved the slaves. But the look on his face quickly told her that her father wasnât spinning a tale that night. She hadnât understood much, didnât recall the minute details of it all, but she did remember her mother whispering to her father, âYou have to tell her tonight,â which meant the decision was not a sudden one.
Her birthday was two weeks away, and she wanted a party at the Dynamo Play Room. Were they going to tell her she couldnât have it there? Thatâs what sheâd thought the âtell herâ was. Never in her worst nightmare could she have imagined her father would say, âAngel, Iâm going to California for a little while.â
Angelina hadnât known what California was or even where it was. Her best friend, Zaria, had teased her and filled her sleep with nightmares of earthquakes swallowing her dad like a giant alligator. New Jersey didnât have earthquakes, and it was then that she understood California was far away and not a good place to be.
âI canât find a job, Angel baby.â Pain etched her fatherâs face. Angelina knew that if he was sad, she should be sad, so she tried to convince him to change his mind.
âBut Mommy has a job.â
âMom needs help paying the bills and buying food and clothes.â
âDaddy, my birthday party can be in the yard.â She wrapped her arms around her fatherâs neck. âI wonât cost any money. I wonât be a bill.â
Her father removed her arms and laid her down on the mattress. âAngel, this is about more than a birthday party. I need you to be a big girl. There are some things youâre too young to understand.â
There were some things a child shouldnât have to understand. Angelina shook her head. She tried to shake the memory, but she couldnât. She remembered his eyes. They were the color of caramel and not as bright that night as they had been before. But they held sincerity and remorse over his leaving. Those eyes had haunted her for years. Those eyes that had lied to her and told her to âtrust me, believe in me, I love you, Angel.â The eyes of the first man whoâd broken her heart. Eyes the color of Gregâs.
Angelina dragged herself off the bed and went into the bathroom, opened a drawer and pulled out a pair of scissors. She cut the shirt to shreds, taking care to leave the lipstick stained collar untouched. Then she exited the bathroom and laid the shirt on his side of the bed. Greg had some explaining to do, and the explaining was going to begin tonight.
The telephone rang. âIf thatâs him with some excuse for being even later ...â She hissed as she made her way to her side of the bed. The caller ID let her know immediately that it wasnât him. It was, however, the last person on the earth she wanted to talk to right now. Her mother. Angelina dropped her head back and picked up the phone. âHi, Mom.â She tried her best to keep the tension she felt from filling her tone.
âHey, baby.â Her mother sounded almost cheerful, which was a