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explanation of what was happening in my life. Isabel Watkins had hit the bottle too, but she disguised her drunkenness by hanging from the neck of her companion, a photographer ten years her junior whose work had recently been exhibited in the museum.
    The honeymoon—a couple of nights at a Guerrero beach—turned out, in spite of our continued state of intoxication, to be pleasant. Cecilia asked me to take her standing up, resting her weight on the window ledge of a cheap, semi-rustic hotel, with her wedding dress bunched up on her brown back. I admit that in the nude, she was more beautiful than she seemed when dressed, and I enjoyed making her tremble by stroking the skin around her anus, a zone privileged by her nervous system. (But I also have to say that I was not, for all this, a notable lover.)
    The festivities lasted a weekend, and then we returned—having taken the Monday off for her to move into my apartment—to our respective posts at the museum. I am now sitting at my desk while she looks at me, and I can’t get my head around the idea that the secretary, Cecilia, that woman who wiggles past on her way to Ms. Watkins’s office, is my legally recognized wife, whom I have to watch from my uncomfortable wooden chair while typing letters to no one.
    When we leave the museum, we walk hand in hand to the metro. In the carriage, we stand in shy silence, and I pass the time looking at the faces of the other travelers while my hand rests on Cecilia’s right buttock. She seems grateful for this slight contact, which, from her perspective, saves her from the ignominy of being single, so she smiles secretly and, when the crush becomes oppressive, rests her head against my chest. When we come up from the metro, we walk along the less busy streets in the neighborhood. We stop off briefly at the corner store and buy a sugary treat for after dinner. (I have a suspicion that this custom, repeated over decades of wholesomematrimony, will result in consensual diabetes that we will both accept almost without complaint.)
    That’s the way it’s been for a whole week. Today is, at last, Friday.
    The apartment is a bit small for us, so I’m glad to have never bought large furniture, except for my wooden bed and the chest of drawers that holds my clothes in a knotted mess. Cecilia brought a flat-pack wardrobe from her parents’ home and many boxes with holiday souvenirs, which we’ve put in the tiny storage room on the roof. (That space, I have to admit, was her discovery. I was scarcely aware I had the dirty, peeling storeroom, full of cobwebs, that now holds my wife’s boxes of Veracruz key rings.) She also brought some kitchen utensils, inherited from her mother: a frying pan, two saucepans, a Teflon spatula, and a pewter spoon. There were hardly any wedding gifts; I was very explicit in that respect. Instead, I asked all the relatives—both hers and mine—to give us cash, to add to our savings so we could eventually move to a decent residence. Of course I don’t have the least intention of leaving my apartment, my vacant lot. I put the money we received in a metal box in the wardrobe Cecilia brought with her, keeping it for a rainy day. The office, I realize, makes one humiliatingly prudent.
    Cecilia, for her part, hasn’t taken a single look at the vacant lot. I doubt if she has even noticed its existence. While she’s sitting in the living room, battling with the rabbit-ear antenna on the TV in order to watch her game shows, I go to the bedroom, on the pretext of reading, and look out the window at the lot. Now, for instance, I’m scrutinizing it in search of the hen. But she doesn’t appear. The muffled sound of the television filters through from the living room, mixed with Cecilia’s laughter, which leads me to suspect she’s managed to tune in to some program where the contestants are constantly humiliated.
    Just as I’d predicted, Cecilia