and down the stage like she owned it, and when I sneaked a look at Tyler, he was staring at her like he was already falling in love.
Shit.
I started getting so nervous, I had to run to the restroom to gulp down some water so I wouldnât puke. So I missed the next few people, but from the applause I could hear, I knew they must have been pretty good, too.
By the time I got back, Ariel had already sung. Mr. Richards had passed my number, and someone else was up there singing away.
âWhere were you?â Ariel whispered, like she couldnât believe Iâd done such a stupid thing as leave.
âI had to go to the restroom,â I hissed at her. âGod!â
What was thisâsome kind of major losing streak? Were my astrological stars out of alignment? Was my Karma in need of a tune-up?
I mean, seriously. How much bad luck can a girl have in one week?
âWell, donât worry, heâll probably give you a chance later,â Ariel whispered, like she wasnât sure I deserved it.
Thanks. So much for my own private cheerleader.
The next ten minutes were torture. I had to stand there and watch while half the girls in the senior class sang their hearts out, and all were really good.
When the last girl had sung, Mr. Richards said, âOkay, time to read. Is Carmen still here?â
âYes!â I blurted out from the back of the auditorium.
âWould you come up? You can be the first to read, please, and then you can sing, if Tanya isnât too tired.â He glanced at the piano, and Tanya nodded.
I hurried to the stage, and Mr. Richards pointed to the script that I had clutched in my hand. âPage 40,â he said. âJordan will read with you.â
Jordan was the kind of confident guy who always looked comfortable no matter where he wasâon the basketball court, on a donkey, or on the stage. He leaped out of his seat, jumped onto the stage, and slouched into a folding chair.
âReady?â he said to me.
I nodded, and we started the scene.
I donât remember all the lines, but it was a scene where Miss Adelaide was talking to Nathan Detroit about her job as a chorus girl at the Hot Box Club. I mean, seriouslyâthe Hot Box Club? God, how come I hadnât noticed this in the script before? (Answer: I was too busy trying to cram the story, since I hadnât been able to rent the movie, since someone with the initials NA was basically too freaking selfish to share. In other words, this was all Natalie Anschellâs fault.)
The minute I said the words âHot Box,â a few guys burst out laughing in the audience. Of course they were all thinking about the stuff Joey had written on his blog.
My face turned bright red, and I glanced up at Jordan, who was snickering at the corners of his mouth but struggling to keep a straight face.
Mr. Richards had no idea why everyone was laughing. He assumed they were just being juvenile and laughing about the phrase âHot Box.â So he stopped us and said, âOh, for Godâs sake, people. Grow up. Could you please start at the beginning of page 40 again, Carmen?â
My heart sank. Not again, please.
I started over and tried to keep reading, but I stumbled on my lines. When I said âHot Boxâ again, there was a louder twittering in the auditorium. Then the line âI have to work tonightâ came up, and someone yelled out, âYeah, work it, Carmen!â
My face flushed hot red; my throat closed up. All of a sudden I felt like a tramp, standing there in a slinky dress slit halfway up my thigh. Like this brilliant idea of dressing in costume had suddenly backfired, and I was the poster girl for the word slut .
I got through the rest of the page, fighting back the tears, but just barely.
âOkay,â Mr. Richards said, stopping me. âI know Adelaide is supposed to be sniffling all the time, but itâs allergies, Carmen. That was more like tears. Anyway, letâs
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