just like I said he would!â
âNo. He didnât.â Gunner crossed over to take Mickey by the arm, guide him forcefully to the door. âMan just needed to let off a little steam, thatâs all. You can leave us alone now, heâs all right.â
Mickey gave Gunner a long look, questioning his sanity, and finally eased back out of the room. Jolly continued to just sit there, head turned down toward the floor. Gunner looked around, saw his Ruger in a distant corner where the big man had discarded it, and moved to retrieve it. Then he sat down at his desk and waited patiently for Jollyâs gaze to turn his way.
âIt wasnât my fault, Jolly,â he said.
âYou couldâve stopped me,â Jolly said bitterly, eyes brimming with tears.
âIt wasnât my job to stop you.â
âShe said she asked you for help! You were supposed to be my friend!â
âAnd if Iâd talked to you for her, what then? What were you going to do? Stop beating her because I said so?â
âNo! Butââ
âShe was your wife, Jolly. Not mine. I wasnât going to waste my breath trying to make you respect a woman when you had no respect for yourself.â
It was a harsh thing to say, but it was true. And it shut Jolly up, which was Gunnerâs intent. The big man was rubbing his nose in something the investigator had been trying for years to forget. Justifiably or not, heâd always held himself at least partially responsible for Grace Mokesâs death, and he didnât like Jolly reinforcing those sentiments now. He had enough guilt to deal with.
âYouâre right,â Jolly said, nodding his head slowly. âI didnât have no respect for myself.â
âDidnât?â
âThatâs right. Didnât. I know you ainât gonna believe this, Gunner, but Iâm a different man now. Iâve been saved.â
âSaved? You?â
âI found Jesus back in the joint, and he found me. I know now that itâs wrong for a man to lay his hands on a woman in anger, especially his wife. The Word says so, Ephesians chapter five, verse twenty-eight: âHusbands should love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself.ââ
Gunner didnât know what to say. The big man wasnât just mouthing the words, he seemed to wholeheartedly believe them. âIâm happy for you, Jolly. Really. But if you came here looking for converts â¦â
âConverts? Naw, man. I ainât lookinâ to convert nobody.â
âThen what are you doing here?â
âIâm lookinâ to make restitution. For what I did to Grace, and all the other folks I done wrong in the past.â
âIâm not following you.â
âLord says I got some serious service to do here in the community. He even got me out early so I could get started. I could go work with a preacher, or one of them youth groups, but Iâd rather work with you.â
âMe?â
âYou ainât a cop, I know, but you do the same kinda work, right?â
âNo. I donâtââ
âI need a job, Gunner. Otherwise, theyâre gonna send me back inside. When I asked the Lord where to find one, he told me to come see you. So here I am.â
The big man fixed his eyes on Gunnerâs and defied his old friend to turn away. Gunner didnât even try.
âThe Lord tell you to try and kill me too?â he asked.
âNo. That was on me. I really did useâ to blame you for what I done to Grace, man. âFore I was saved, I mean. I guess seeinâ you again kinda brought it all back for me.â He shrugged, said, âIâm sorry.â
âForget about it. Iâm sorry too. Because I canât help you, Jolly.â
âYou canât?â
âI donât have any work for you. I donât have any work for anybody . I run a one-man operation here,
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