“Sure.”
“What do you want to do after college?”
I look up at him with new eyes. That is literally the last thing I thought he would ask. I assumed he would ask why I’m a virgin, or why I don’t drink.
“Well, I want to be an author or a publisher, whichever comesfirst.” I probably shouldn’t be honest with him; he will just make fun of me. But when he doesn’t say anything back, I start feeling brave and ask him the same question, earning an eye roll from him but no answer.
Finally I ask, “Are those your books?” even though it’s probably futile.
“They are,” he mumbles.
“Which is your favorite?”
“I don’t play favorites.”
I sigh and pick at a small fray on my jeans.
“Does Mr. Rogers know you’re at a party again?”
“Mr. Rogers?” I look back up at him. I don’t get it.
“Your boyfriend. He is the biggest tool I have ever seen.”
“Don’t talk about him like that, he is . . . he is . . . nice,” I stutter. When Hardin laughs, I stand up. He doesn’t know Noah at all. “You could only dream of being as nice as he is,” I say sharply.
“ Nice? That’s the first word that comes to your mind when talking about your boyfriend? Nice is your ‘nice’ way of calling him boring.”
“You don’t know him.”
“Well, I know that he’s boring. I could tell by his cardigan and loafers. ” Hardin’s head rolls back in laughter and I can’t ignore his dimples.
“He doesn’t wear loafers,” I say, but have to cover my mouth so I don’t laugh with him at my boyfriend’s expense. I grab the water and take another drink.
“Well, he has been dating you for two years and hasn’t fucked you yet, so I would say he is a square.”
I spit the water back into the cup. “What the hell did you just say?” Just when I think we can get along he says something like that.
“You heard me, Theresa.” His smile is cruel.
“You’re an asshole, Hardin,” I growl and throw the half-empty cup at him. His reaction is exactly what I hoped for: complete shock. While he wipes water off his face, I stagger to my feet using the bookshelf for leverage. A couple of books fall to the ground, but I ignore all that and storm out of the room. I stumble downstairs and push my way through the crowd into the kitchen. The anger I feel has overcome my nausea, and all I want is to get Hardin’s evil smirk out of my head. I spot Zed’s black hair through the crowd in the other room and go to where he’s sitting with a cute preppy boy.
“Hey, Tessa, this is my friend Logan,” Zed says, introducing us.
Logan smiles at me and offers the bottle he’s holding. “Want some?” he asks and passes it to me. The familiar burn feels good; it ignites my body again and I momentarily forget about Hardin.
“Have you seen Steph?” I ask, but Zed shakes his head. “I think she and Tristan may have left.”
She left? What the hell? I should care more but the vodka skews my judgment and I find myself thinking she and Tristan would make a cute couple. A couple of drinks later, I feel amazing.
This must be why people drink all the time. I vaguely remember having sworn off alcohol at some point tonight, but it’s not so bad.
FIFTEEN MINUTES LATER, Zed and Logan have me laughing so hard that my stomach hurts. They are much better company than Hardin. “You know Hardin is a real ass,” I tell them, which elicits wide grins from them both.
“Yeah, he can be sometimes,” Zed says and snakes his arm around me. I want to move it but I don’t want to make it awkward because I know he doesn’t mean anything by it. Soon the crowdstarts to die down and I start to feel tired. It dawns on me that I have no way to get back to the dorms.
“Do the buses run all night?” I slur. Zed shrugs, and just then Hardin’s mop of curls appears in front of me.
“You and Zed then?” His voice is thick with an emotion that I can’t quite register.
I get up and push past him, but he grabs my arm. He
“What do you want to do after college?”
I look up at him with new eyes. That is literally the last thing I thought he would ask. I assumed he would ask why I’m a virgin, or why I don’t drink.
“Well, I want to be an author or a publisher, whichever comesfirst.” I probably shouldn’t be honest with him; he will just make fun of me. But when he doesn’t say anything back, I start feeling brave and ask him the same question, earning an eye roll from him but no answer.
Finally I ask, “Are those your books?” even though it’s probably futile.
“They are,” he mumbles.
“Which is your favorite?”
“I don’t play favorites.”
I sigh and pick at a small fray on my jeans.
“Does Mr. Rogers know you’re at a party again?”
“Mr. Rogers?” I look back up at him. I don’t get it.
“Your boyfriend. He is the biggest tool I have ever seen.”
“Don’t talk about him like that, he is . . . he is . . . nice,” I stutter. When Hardin laughs, I stand up. He doesn’t know Noah at all. “You could only dream of being as nice as he is,” I say sharply.
“ Nice? That’s the first word that comes to your mind when talking about your boyfriend? Nice is your ‘nice’ way of calling him boring.”
“You don’t know him.”
“Well, I know that he’s boring. I could tell by his cardigan and loafers. ” Hardin’s head rolls back in laughter and I can’t ignore his dimples.
“He doesn’t wear loafers,” I say, but have to cover my mouth so I don’t laugh with him at my boyfriend’s expense. I grab the water and take another drink.
“Well, he has been dating you for two years and hasn’t fucked you yet, so I would say he is a square.”
I spit the water back into the cup. “What the hell did you just say?” Just when I think we can get along he says something like that.
“You heard me, Theresa.” His smile is cruel.
“You’re an asshole, Hardin,” I growl and throw the half-empty cup at him. His reaction is exactly what I hoped for: complete shock. While he wipes water off his face, I stagger to my feet using the bookshelf for leverage. A couple of books fall to the ground, but I ignore all that and storm out of the room. I stumble downstairs and push my way through the crowd into the kitchen. The anger I feel has overcome my nausea, and all I want is to get Hardin’s evil smirk out of my head. I spot Zed’s black hair through the crowd in the other room and go to where he’s sitting with a cute preppy boy.
“Hey, Tessa, this is my friend Logan,” Zed says, introducing us.
Logan smiles at me and offers the bottle he’s holding. “Want some?” he asks and passes it to me. The familiar burn feels good; it ignites my body again and I momentarily forget about Hardin.
“Have you seen Steph?” I ask, but Zed shakes his head. “I think she and Tristan may have left.”
She left? What the hell? I should care more but the vodka skews my judgment and I find myself thinking she and Tristan would make a cute couple. A couple of drinks later, I feel amazing.
This must be why people drink all the time. I vaguely remember having sworn off alcohol at some point tonight, but it’s not so bad.
FIFTEEN MINUTES LATER, Zed and Logan have me laughing so hard that my stomach hurts. They are much better company than Hardin. “You know Hardin is a real ass,” I tell them, which elicits wide grins from them both.
“Yeah, he can be sometimes,” Zed says and snakes his arm around me. I want to move it but I don’t want to make it awkward because I know he doesn’t mean anything by it. Soon the crowdstarts to die down and I start to feel tired. It dawns on me that I have no way to get back to the dorms.
“Do the buses run all night?” I slur. Zed shrugs, and just then Hardin’s mop of curls appears in front of me.
“You and Zed then?” His voice is thick with an emotion that I can’t quite register.
I get up and push past him, but he grabs my arm. He
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