cracked out. She was oft en
offering guys blow jobs at the gym. She was just a filthy,
messy pig who pretty much didn't sleep – a good thing,
since I had to share a bed with her!
Another girl not only did speed and Ecstasy but was
also the biggest pot smoker I'd ever seen. Her room
was so disgusting – you couldn't even walk in there
without stepping on something, including left over
food. Roy had to drive us to shoots and these girls were
always one or two hours late. Naturally, Roy would
blame all of us for this in front of the annoyed production
managers at the shoots.
I was always professional, ready and waiting to go on
time, but Roy was oft en so stressed out that he failed to
give us the full story for a shoot, and this usually meant
that we were unprepared. We went out not having the
right clothes or we discovered that we weren't getting
paid what we thought. And, to make things worse, Roy
would oft en yell at people and fight and argue with his
clients. Most people hated dealing with him. I lost a lot
of work because many companies didn't want to book
any girls through him.
The one ray of sunshine in my months living in Roy's
house was meeting Belladonna, who was then calling
herself just Bella. (She'd previously appeared in Hustler as 'Sandy' in 2000.) We got along instantly and started
partying really hard. Roy wasn't getting us much work,
so we had a lot of time on our hands. We would go out
to clubs in Hollywood, get VIP treatment everywhere,
go to after-parties – we totally ran amok.
Bella is originally from Utah and actually grew up a
Mormon. She is two years younger than me and had
been doing porn for about six months to a year before
I'd got started. She had quit and moved back to Utah,
then changed her mind and moved back to Roy's just
after I'd moved there. I thought she was a very nice girl,
and she went on to have an outstanding porn career. In
2003, at age 22, she decided to move on from acting to
directing, for a well-known company called Evil Angel.
Even back then, she already had quite a reputation for
extreme sex, and she is known for putting huge objects
up her ass and doing really hard, nasty scenes that oft en
involve several guys gang-banging the bejeezus out of
her. Of late, she has become somewhat notorious for
slamming the industry on mainstream TV shows such
as 20/20 and has been quite vocal about the health risks
for its performers, having contracted chlamydia and
gonorrhoea a few times herself. In 2005, she became a
mother, with a healthy baby girl, and the baby shower
was actually filmed and shown on Family Business , the
Showtime reality series about the porn business.
But meantime, things began unravelling in the Roy
Garcia house. One day, Roy came home from a trip
and found we had stayed in and partied all night with
the porn star Mark Davis. He lost it, as he'd specifically
said that no parties and no guys were allowed
in the house. I was trying to sleep and he kicked down
the door, screaming at me. It was not a good scene,
so Bella and I packed our bags and left . We stayed at
the nearby Aku Aku Motel (21830 Ventura Boulevard,
Woodland Hills, for those of you fans out there keen on
tracing my chequered past).
With Roy out of the picture, we started representing
ourselves. Bella was having a hard time getting work –
somewhat hard to believe, given what an amazing
performer she is, as everyone in porn now knows – so
I was pumping her up to every director I was working
for. Everyone was booking me for lead roles in features
but no one liked Bella at the time because of her tattoos.
I convinced a lot of people to hire her and we eventually
moved in together to an apartment in Woodland Hills,
got ourselves sober and started working hard.
A lot more work started coming in, which was great,
even though I was oft en working up to 16 hours a day,
five days a week. I scored an amazing role in a film for
VCA Pictures called The New Girl . VCA told me that
they hadn't used me
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