with his hands. The rotten floor creaked under him.
âWatch it!â McCabe exclaimed. âYouâll be down there on your head.â
He was. wonderful. He was what only an old New York City cop could be, possessed of a mentality in which there was neither the unexpected nor the impossible. Anything could happen in New York, and it usually did.
âWhat do you see?â I asked Robinson.
âMore of it. Just more of it.â He drew himself back and stood up, and he looked from my face to McCabeâs face.
âWeâre four stories high,â McCabe said bleakly, his universe finally tilting on edge.
âA lot more of it,â said Robinson.
âIâll phone it in. Iâll tell them thereâs a cow pasture on the fourth floor of an old-law tenement.â
âItâs no cow pasture,â Robinson said.
âThen what the hell is it? A mirage?â
âIâm going down there,â Robinson said.
âLike hell you are!â
Robinsonâs round face was no longer jovial, no longer the easy, controlled face of a black cop in New York, who knows how much to push and just when to push. He looked at McCabe, smiling a thin, humorless smile, and he asked him what he thought was down there through the hole to teacher Montezâs apartment.
âHow the hell should I know?â
âI know.â
âMy ass, you know!â
âWhatâs down there?â I asked Robinson, my voice shaking. âWhat did you see?â
âThe other side of the coin.â
âWhat the hell does that mean?â McCabe demanded.
âMan,â Robinson sighed, âyou been white just too goddamn long.â
âIâm going to call in,â McCabe said. âYou hear me, Robinson? Iâm going to call in, and then Iâm going to get the keys from the superâif there is one in this lousy rattrapâand Iâm going to go into Montezâs apartment and Iâm going to look right up your ass through that hole, and weâll see who grows grass four stories up. And until I do, you donât go down there. You understand?â
âSure, man. I understand,â Robinson answered softly.
Then McCabe pushed past the sobbing Mrs. Gonzales and slammed the kitchen door behind him. As if his slamming the door had created a current, the perfumed air rose out of the hole and filled the bedroom.
âWhat did you see down there?â I asked Robinson.
âHave a look?â Robinson suggested.
I shook my head. Nothing on earth would persuade me to lie belly down on that creaking floor and hang over the edge the way Robinson had before. Robinson was watching me.
âAfraid?â
I nodded.
âYou know whatâs going to happen when McCabe gets the super and they go into that apartment under us? Just like he saidâheâll be standing there looking right up my assholeâthen itâll be some kind of optical illusion, and two or three weeksâman, in two, three weeks we wonât even remember we saw it.â
âItâs an illusion,â I agreed.
âSmell it!â
âJesus Christ, youâre looking at something that isnât there!â
âBut you and me, mister, and that lady over thereââhe waved one arm in a circleââthatâs real. Thatâs no illusion.â
âThatâs real,â I said.
He stared at me a long moment, shook his head, then sat down on the edge of the break in the floor, slid down, rolled over, hanging on by his hands, and then dropped, landing in a crouch on the turf. He brought himself erect and turned in a three-hundred-and-sixty-degree circle, his eyes sweeping over what he saw. Like the grass he stood upon, he was bathed in a kind of violet sunshine.
âRobinson!â
He didnât hear me. It was obvious that he didnât hear. He raised his face to where I should have been, his dark skin bathed in the lilac sunshine, and
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