satisfyingly. â I must not glance down the girlsâ tops and rub one out in the staff toilet at break time .â
âWet break,â I say.
Mal laughs and points at me. âYouâre a funny lad!â
I laugh myself and bask in the glory. Try desperately to think of something else funny to back it up with, but nothing comes.
Kelvinâs still standing, leaning against the door frame and nursing his can of Coke. He laughs a gurgly laugh. â I must not ever let anyone get away with anything!â
The laughter expires, and Mal sets about twisting and mashing up the machine-made cigarette, emptying its contents into the fresh flat paper, before crumbling gear carefully and fairly up and down it.
âSo whatâs this about your dad then?â says Mal.
âOh, he died of cancer when I was six.â
âAh, man, really?â
âYeah, thatâs kind of why I did it, because I knew he wouldnât want to push it too far.â
âAh, mate,â says Kelvin, frowning. âThatâs well low.â
âWhat?â
âItâs well sick, using your dad like that.â
âIs it?â
âNo, itâs not, man; itâs genius,â says Mal, compacting the mix and rolling the loaded skin back and forth in his fingertips.
âAh, no, not my style,â says Kelvin, crouching down in the doorway and eyeing the joint with increasing nervousness.
âThe dad thing makes you untouchable. And, you know, itâs a shitty thing to happen to anyone, so if you can make it work for you, I think thatâs a smart thing to do. Itâs not like you havenât earned it, is it?â
Mal dabs a piece of cardboard from the cigarette packet into the skin as a roach.
âSo what about you then?â Kelvin asks Mal. âWhat made your dad and mum come down here?â
âThe old man got reassigned to a new parish.â
âYour old manâs a vicar?â says Kelvin.
Mal doesnât answer but pulls a sarcastic face, like the question is beneath contempt.
âWow, that must be really interesting,â says Kelvin.
âYeah? Whyâs that then?â
âI donât know,â says Kelvin, a little unsettled. âAll the confessions heâll get to hear or whatever.â
âSounds like you already know all there is to know about it.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âConfession is just Catholics, I think,â I say quietly.
âOh. Is that different fromâ¦â He peters out.
âSo have you moved around a lot then?â I ask.
âYeah, following the old manâs mission,â Mal says moodily. He looks up at me. âDo you want to swap dads?â
I meet his gaze briefly.
This is Mal all over. Heâs not afraid to go there.
I laugh ruefully. âNo, youâre all right.â
âAnd now from the glorious north down to this shit hole,â he says, stretching and yawning.
âDo you miss being up there, then?â says Kelvin.
Just when I think he couldnât ask a dumber question.
Iâm definitely a bit pissed.
âIâll miss the parties,â says Mal.
âWhat did you get for your exams?â asks Kelvin.
âEleven Aâs.â
âBullshit.â
âYep.â
â Eleven? â
âYeah.â
âFucking hell!â Kelvin looks at me with moronic enthusiasm. âI only got one A, and I only did ten exams.â
Mal shrugs, making his leather jacket creak. âItâs not hard to get all Aâs if all you want to do is get all Aâs⦠Just learn how they want you to learn, predict how theyâre going to ask the questions. Itâs no big secret, is it? But Iâm like, fuck it. Not interested. Donât want no tests no more.â
âBut youâre doing your A levels.â
âNo tests no more.â
âAre you going to quit then?â
âI havenât decided. I was thinking
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