pillow. Catelyn took a square of linen and wiped it away gently. When she touched him, Lord Hoster moaned. âForgive me,â he said, so softly she could scarcely hear the words. âTansy . . . blood . . . the blood . . . gods be kind . . .â
His words disturbed her more than she could say, though she could make no sense of them.
Blood
, she thought.
Must it all come back to blood? Father, who was this woman, and what did you do to her that needs so much forgiveness?
That night Catelyn slept fitfully, haunted by formless dreams of her children, the lost and the dead. Well before the break of day, she woke with her fatherâs words echoing in her ears.
Sweet babes, and trueborn . . . why would he say that, unless . . . could he have fathered a bastard on this woman Tansy?
She could not believe it. Her brother Edmure, yes; it would not have surprised her to learn that Edmure had a dozen natural children. But not her father, not Lord Hoster Tully, never.
Could Tansy be some pet name he called Lysa, the way he called me Cat?
Lord Hoster had mistaken her for her sister before.
Youâll have others, he said. Sweet babes, and trueborn
. Lysa had miscarried five times, twice in the Eyrie, thrice at Kingâs Landing . . . but never at Riverrun, where Lord Hoster would have been at hand to comfort her.
Never, unless . . . unless she was with child, that first time . . .
She and her sister had been married on the same day, and left in their fatherâs care when their new husbands had ridden off to rejoin Robertâs rebellion. Afterward, when their moon blood did not come at the accustomed time, Lysa had gushed happily of the sons she was certain they carried. âYour son will be heir to Winterfell and mine to the Eyrie. Oh, theyâll be the best of friends, like your Ned and Lord Robert. Theyâll be more brothers than cousins, truly, I just know it.â
She was so happy
.
But Lysaâs blood had come not long after, and all the joy had gone out of her. Catelyn had always thought that Lysa had simply been a little late, but if she
had
been with child . . .
She remembered the first time she gave her sister Robb to hold; small, red-faced, and squalling, but strong even then, full of life. No sooner had Catelyn placed the babe in her sisterâs arms than Lysaâs face dissolved into tears. Hurriedly she had thrust the baby back at Catelyn and fled.
If she had lost a child before, that might explain Fatherâs words, and much else besides
. . . Lysaâs match with Lord Arryn had been hastily arranged, and Jon was an old man even then, older than their father.
An old man without an heir
. His first two wives had left him childless, his brotherâs son had been murdered with Brandon Stark in Kingâs Landing, his gallant cousin had died in the Battle of the Bells. He needed a young wife if House Arryn was to continue . . .
a young wife known to be fertile
.
Catelyn rose, threw on a robe, and descended the steps to the darkened solar to stand over her father. A sense of helpless dread filled her. âFather,â she said, âFather, I know what you did.â She was no longer an innocent bride with a head full of dreams. She was a widow, a traitor, a grieving mother, and wise, wise in the ways of the world. âYou made him take her,â she whispered. âLysa was the price Jon Arryn had to pay for the swords and spears of House Tully.â
Small wonder her sisterâs marriage had been so loveless. The Arryns were proud, and prickly of their honor. Lord Jon might wed Lysa to bind the Tullys to the cause of the rebellion, and in hopes of a son, but it would have been hard for him to love a woman who came to his bed soiled and unwilling. He would have been kind, no doubt; dutiful, yes; but Lysa needed warmth.
The next day, as she broke her fast, Catelyn asked for quill and paper and began a letter to her sister in the Vale of Arryn. She told Lysa of Bran and
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