Indigestion, no doubt, brought on by the stress of her future being destroyed. She peered at the paper more closely, attempting to decipher his scrawl whilst acknowledging the terrible fact that due to her own irresponsible actions, she had given up her dreams of true love forever. A surreal realization, to be sure.
âInstead of writing what you want from me in overwrought detail, you could have simply told me.â She handed the paper to him, thankful her fingers did not tremble. She had not slept well last night, strange dreams troubling her sleep. âAm I to understand that you ask only three things of me?â
âThat is correct.â He steepled his fingers, his face dark and brooding. âAre you certain you can do what Iâve asked?â
âI said that I would.â She drew an unsteady breath. Miles had been backed into a corner. He had done an honorable deed, one she should be thankful for. It was her duty to make this as painless for him as possible. âVisiting your new factory shanât be an issue, Iâm sure. But planning a betrothal ball is a bit excessive. And I confess I fail to see why I should visit Vauxhall Gardens with you, as well. These are odd and unlikely requests. They will not make me a better wife.â The very thought filled her with dread. Her shoulders slumped. She could never measure up to Anastasia.
How could a homely caterpillar ever compare to a fragile, colorful butterfly?
He held up a hand. âFamiliarity with my business and associating with others in social settings is something you may be called upon to do. If you canât handle these situations gracefully, it is better to know now, before we are bound for life.â
Elizabeth didnât dare look at Miles. When heâd picked her up this morning, sheâd felt the darkness of his demeanor. He was in a mood, to be sure, and it did not reassure her of their upcoming nuptials. It was no surprise that marrying her brought him great irritation. If she had any other option, she would not have accepted his reluctant proposal.
The thought sparked her temper. âIf marrying me is such a daunting task, why did you ever ask in the first place? I did not compel you to act the honor-bound gentleman.â She dared not go so far as to offer to back out of the nuptials.
âI am still asking myself the same question.â
His words sliced her. She was truly in a mess of her own making. Oh, why had a walk outside seemed like a good idea? That dreadful viscount had ruined everything.
She swallowed hard, summoning the reserve sheâd been taught to carry, the fortitude to face unpleasant situations with grace and regal bearing. âYouâre avoiding answering me, but the truth is that your response no longer has any bearing on the situation we find ourselves in. There are three things you ask of me. I shall do them regardless of how I feel. And if I do these tasks, you will marry me and not break our betrothal?â
âYes,â he said.
She found the courage to look at him. His eyes were unreadable, his jaw set in a stubborn line. It reminded her of the time he took the punishment for breaking cookâs favorite bowl when he and John were fighting over the last bit of dough. John had let him take the punishment, too, which sheâd deemed quite dishonorable at the time.
Miles would go through with marrying her, no matter how unpalatable he found the union. It was in his nature to fix situations and help others. She lifted her chin and met his troubled gaze.
âThis is not ideal for me either. I am giving up the possibility for true love. At least pretend that we are on somewhat good terms. I shall not bother you overly much, Miles. After these first few months, we may go our separate ways.â
His brows lowered and if possible, his glower deepened. âTrust me, madam, I shall not forget that you are only marrying me out of desperation.â
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