imagine what would inspire someone to do that,â she said. âAn organic farm ? This whole thing is just so weird.â
âVery weird,â Bess said with a nod. âAnd . . .â
She came to a sudden, awkward stop. I met her eye and could tell that sheâd been about to say something along the lines of, And with Sam sick . . .
I cleared my throat, looking from Julie to Abby. âUm, listen . . . I donât know whether weâre supposed to know this or not. . . .â
I trailed off, and Abby turned around from the counter where sheâd been making cold-cut sandwiches. Julie looked at me curiously.
I took a deep breath. â. . . but Lori mentioned that Sam has cancer,â I finished.
Abbyâs eyes dimmed. Julie looked down at her hands.
âItâs true,â Abby said quietly. âIâm sorryâwe werenât trying to keep it from you. Sam doesnât like to tell anyone he doesnât have to.â She paused, then snorted. âHe doesnât want anyone to treat him with pity, he says.He wants to be treated like heâs totally capable until he . . . isnât, anymore.â
Bess and I exchanged sad glances. âWeâre very sorry to hear it,â said Bess.
âIt was a big blow to the family,â Julie said, nervously twirling her hair around her finger. âComing right after Sam opened his dream farm, and with the first grandchild on the way . . .â
âItâs dreadful timing,â Abby said with a rueful laugh, leaning over to place plates holding turkey-and-swiss sandwiches in front of me and Bess. âBut from what I gather, cancer is known for its terrible timing.â
I nodded slowly. âIâwill heââ Will he be okay? was what I wanted to ask. But I realized halfway through the question that it was insensitive. What if the answer was no?
Abby looked at me with understanding. âHe starts chemo in July,â she said gently. âIt has a good chance of shrinking or eradicating the cancer. But of course, no one can say for sure.â
I picked up my sandwich and took a tiny nibble. I wasnâtfeeling terribly hungry, actually. I glanced at Bess and saw that she was taking the same small, polite bites that I was. Funny how bad news can destroy your appetite.
Abby sat down at the table, putting on an enthusiastic expression. âDid you find out anything today, girls?â she asked hopefully. âDo you have any theories about the vegetables?â
I put down my sandwich, chewing and swallowing carefully as I parsed my words. âWeâve made some good progress,â I said. âGeorge took some vegetables from the farm to be tested for E. coli. Weâll know more when we hear from her.â
Abby nodded. The teakettle whistled, and she started to get up, but Julie jumped up and headed to the stove before her mother-in-law could push back her seat. âStay where you are,â Julie said. âI can get my own tea.â
Abby let out a sigh. She looked tired suddenly and placed her elbows on the table, leaning forward to rest her head in her hands. âWe have to catch this person,â she said. âThis farm is Samâs dream. I donât want anyone to keep him from enjoying it for . . . for whatever time he has left,âshe said, her voice breaking on the last word.
I watched her sympathetically. âSam told me the farm was losing money?â I said, remembering what Lori had mentioned about the strange tension with Jack.
Abby pulled her hands away and looked me in the eye. âWeâve been losing money since the farm opened,â she said. âBut you know what? I donât care about money. Iâd rather have a farm that loses money but makes Sam happy than have him working a job that makes us lots of money, but he hates.â
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