hers first. She held it up to show me the shiny A-minus on the front page. Ms. Snyder put my test upside down on my desk.
Thatâs never a good sign.
I ducked my head down and lifted the corner of the paper to see the grade. And my stomach dropped.
Becca pokes me, and I stop reliving the whole horrible scene. For now, anyway. âLauren, what was it? An F-minus? You know weâll still love you even if you flunk seventh grade.â
Vi snickers and then turns it into a cough.
âIt was . . .â I canât even say it. I look at Sadie.
âIt wasââshe pausesââa B.â
Becca giggles.
âLaur- en !â Vi says. âYou got a B? Thatâs why youâre in such a bad mood?â
âItâs probably the only B sheâs ever gotten,â Becca says.
âIt is. So what? Some of us have goals, you know. Like big, enormous goals.â I pick up my chair and turn it so Iâm facing the ocean, my back to Becca. My flashlight pokes me in the hip. I pull it from my pocket and flick it on, away from the turtle nest. Then off. Then on. Then off.
âOh, come on, Lauren. Itâs okay. Theyâre just teasing you,â Sadie says.
âBut itâs a big deal!â I say over my shoulder. âIt starts with a B, and then who knows what?â
âThen you end up getting arrested and tossed in jail,â Becca says, her face all serious.
âOr you run away and live in a cave and forget how to speak,â Vi adds.
âAnd then you have to, like, fill your own cavities because you eat too much coconut,â Becca says.
âYeah, and pull out your teeth, like in that old movie with Tom Hanks where heâs stranded after his plane crashes!â Vi shudders.
âI donât think Lo can grow a beard like Tom Hanks.â Becca shines her flashlight at my chin and pretty much blinds me. I twist back toward the water. âNope, no can do on the beard front.â
I bite my lip so that I donât laugh. I get it, I do. Getting a B isnât the end of the world. But what my friends donât understand is that now Iâm afraid. Am I having too much fun? Are RSVP and that trip to the roller rink with Becca and video games with Zach and playing Words With Friends with Bubby ruining everything Iâve worked so hard for? Or maybe itâs just that I havenât been using my study time as well as I should. Thatâs got to be it. I just need to study harder, more efficiently. If I can do that, I can still do the fun stuff.
âHey, look,â Sadie says. âIs Lance hanging out with that Philippe guy?â
I move my chair back around to see what sheâs pointing at. Mostly Iâm just happy that the attention is off me.
Both Becca and Vi shade red in the glow of their flashlights and look down. Vi toes the sand and Becca starts messing with her hair. Which is pointless since the wind off the ocean just keeps messing it up anyway.
âOoookay,â Sadie says. She looks over Beccaâs head toward me for help.
I shrug. Itâs kind of obvious that Becca likes Philippe, even if she wonât admit it, and Viâs been ignoring Lance for three weeksâsince the whole dance-and-Linney fiasco. Fiasco: a completely humiliating failureâlike Vi at the dance or me getting my test back yesterday.
We sit in silence for a few minutes while the turtle volunteers peer into the sand that covers the nest.
âWe have movement!â one of them announces.
A ripple of excitement rolls through the crowd. I sit up a little straighter in my chair.
And then nothing happens for an hour.
As the beam from Bodington Lighthouse sweeps across us every thirty seconds, Becca goes on and on about Philippeâs accent and his hair, and Vi keeps reminding her that sheâs sworn off boys. Sadie smiles as they talk, but itâs not a real smile. I get up and move around Becca to kneel behind Sadieâs
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