project, and rightly so. So while I was concerned about having to break this news to him, I was flattered that Michaela thought we were up to it.
âHeâs taken the software in new directions and I think itâs time he had another field test. Which is why, when I knew you were off to Sue Suicideâs latest atrocity, I let you go.â She stopped chopping and chewed her lower lip. âIn retrospect that was not wise. There wasnât time toâ I apologize for letting you walk in blind like that.â
This time the three of us carefully did not look at each other. The news sheâd shared was shocking enough. Now an apology? I had seen Michaela put one in the head of a âhelplessâ serial killer without a blink. The serial killer had also been her employee. We understood the execution a lot more than the apology.
âGreer called and explained youâd hit a wallâand encountered Dr. Gallo. Him again; the man canât stay away from trouble! He said you were coming to the office, which was a huge help.â
âGreer called you? And said Gallo was there?â Was I shocked, appalled, thrilled, confused? Yes.
âWe help each other now and again,â she said vaguely. âWe work for different people, but we all share info. But. As I said, my apologies. Now go find Paul and let him know about this new case. And gently hint, gently hint, that things around here might change but heâll likely still be working in the same building with the same people doing the same things.â
âAnd thenâ¦?â
She put her knife down and looked each of us full in the face. âYouâre buying me time, time I need to pull something together. I canât do what Iâm doing unless you help me.â
Will you help me? remained unspoken. But I knew we would all be on board. Emma Jan so as to potentially prevent another uprooting in her life and career. George because he was selfish and liked his life exactly as it was. Me for the same reasons as the other two.
âI guess we need to get to it,â I said at last, and started for the door.
âWait,â Michaela said.
We turned, wondering what nextâanother apology? A thank-you? A death threat?
âTake some of this damned zucchini with you. I canât stand the wretched vegetable.â
âThe perfect surreal finish to a very strange twenty minutes,â Emma Jan muttered, and I laughed again; I could not help it. Because she was right.
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chapter sixteen
With a start, I realized I was at my desk; George was across from me at his desk, muttering and rummaging; and my phone, neatly centered in the middle of the desk blotter Shiro insisted on using (sometimes she thinks itâs 1970) was chiming.
I glanced at the clock; Iâd lost twenty minutes. The good news was, I was fully clothed and felt no new bruises. It could have been worse. Lots of times, it had been worse. And something elseâAdrienne, my psychotic âsister,â my third self, hadnât made an appearance in over two weeks. Maybe our doctors were right. Maybe Iâwe?âwas/were getting better. Falling in love
(not really)
and Moving Day and my work at BOFFO, which wasnât just interesting but also fulfillingâwe were doing pretty good, despite our, uh, eccentricities, and really, we should congratulate ourselves for all weâd accomplished.
With that happy thought in my head, I picked up my phone and pressed the app for Shiroâs notes. I had a pretty good idea what she was going to tell me, but that didnât make me feel better. When we were kids sheâd leave real notes on real paper with black pens, her beautiful spidery writing my first lesson that something could look nice and still be awful. She almost never left me good news. It wasnât always her fault, but that didnât make me like it much.
Cadence,
BOFFO has lost funding. Michaela is working on a plan. Only you,
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