With Love and Squalor

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hear the sea or the birds and it was creepy, then there was music, soft at first, then louder and louder. It was like a choir in church. It was all high voices and ladies singing and it was the most beautiful sound I’ve ever heard. There weren’t any words, just tunes. Davy held my hand tightly and then the sound was suddenly the wind again. Just like that.
     
    We looked at each other then sprinted over to Gran. Davy was first and grabbed onto her leg. I got the other.
     
    Davy  was telling her about the music and I joined in until she couldn’t tell who was saying what, so we had to start again one at a time. He’d heard the same as me.
     
    She went quiet for a moment and said, just like it was nothing important,
     
    “That’ll be bad news at sea; someone won’t be making it to supper tonight.” She looked up, touched her forehead and shoulders and chest and said something Gaelic.
     
    “I heard it once when I was a girl a long time ago. My mother heard it too. Like the sound of heaven itself, and yet it was a horrible thing that happened when it came to me. Two boats collided. Full of men they were - fathers, husbands, brothers – none of them seen again.” It sounded a bit like the start to one of her fairytales, but she didn’t take it any further.
     
    “Now don’t you worry, there’s nothing to be done. Let’s get this bag filled up,” she said, and so we did.
     
    The bags were heavy, but we managed to drag them to the pile.
     
    I couldn’t believe what was there: lobster pots, a bicycle, tubes, bottles, netting, a doll’s arm, crates and rope. The twins had brought a bag of seaweed even though the man at the start had told us that seaweed wasn’t rubbish, so that couldn’t count for the competition.
     
    Angus got to light the bonfire. He’d found a whole carpet, but he didn’t carry it back himself so I don’t think he should have been the winner.
     
    Mum hadn’t arrived. Now it was later and I wanted her to be there.
     
    It turned into a party. There were guitars, fiddles and songs. The people who weren’t playing were mostly dancing. The only ones who didn’t look happy were the twins, because they’d had a fight, and Gran. She was gazing into the flames, the light seeming to make her look strangely old and tired. I guess she is pretty old, really.
     
    Eventually we had to go because my eyes wouldn’t stay open. The music could be heard from the cottage till we shut the door behind us.
     
    ***
     
    She wasn’t in bed. It was the first thing we did, go and see if she was better.
     
    I cried and Davy told me to stop being a baby, but I think he was nearly crying too, so Gran made us hot chocolate. We got into Mum’s bed, wrapped ourselves up in the blankets and she told us cheery stories until I fell asleep.
     
    ***
     
    I had a funny dream. I walked down to the sea and could hear the church music again. I could see my mother sitting in the things we’d collected, except the bicycle was like brand-new. She was staring again and brushing her hair and we smiled at each other for ages.
     
    When I woke up, I tried to keep that picture in my mind and when it faced I pulled my knees up and gave myself a huge hug.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    Chapter 1
     
     
     
    from SMOKE (a novella)  
     
     
     
    Jimmy
     
    Sean Mulligan started it outside the school dining hall.
     
    Jimmy was minding his own business when Sean jumped him, pinned him to the floor and tried to undo his trousers. He fended him off a couple of times. Only made things worse.
     
    Sean punched him. Caught the corner of his eye then smacked him on the nose. By the time his brain stopped fizzing the trousers had gone. So had his boxers.
     
    He lay surrounded by hysterical S4 girls, his tackle and dignity exposed.
     
    “Tosser,” he shouted, standing and running to the fire doors.
     
    Bursting through, he headed for the High Street.
     
    Without waiting for the green man, he crossed the road.
     
    The

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