crass about writing your own name on that dotted line.
But this yearâs different. Thereâs someone who needs my vote even more.
It took me hours to select the just-right outfit for today: ivory lace minidress over heather-gray tights and worn, reddish-brown boots, all tied together with a soft charcoal cardi and a fluffy, floral infinity scarf. Itâs a little bit soft, a little bit pretty, and a little bit sexy, without looking like I was trying to be any of those things. Do you have any idea how difficult it is to pull off a combination like that?
Natalie does. She was awake uncharacteristically early this morning, having one of her rare âupâ days. As I headed out for school, I found her reorganizing the kitchen and guzzling black coffee out of an antique shaving mug that used to be my dadâs. It makes my heart drop into my stomach, seeing her clutch that mug. Sheâs never gotten rid of any of his stuff.
âGood call on wearing your hair down,â she said, nodding approvingly. âYou look warm. Approachable.â
âThatâs what I was going for.â
She set the shaving mug down and walked toward me. For a second, I almost flinched. But then my motherâin a move she hasnât made in more than a yearâleaned in and kissed me on the cheek.
âGood luck today, honey,â she said. âNot that youâll need it.â
I hate how good that made me feel.
The absolute best part of today is this: I donât hear a single person mention Erin Hewett until AP English, when Mr. Banerjee says her name during roll call.
Like I told Sam before: it wouldnât take long for that shiny, New Girl smell to wear off. Mattâs Homecoming proposal just helped get rid of it a little faster.
Frick wonât post the Homecoming candidates for another forty minutes, so I donât know for certain that my thunder has completely drowned out the Erin Hewett Fan Club. But Iâm sure Iâve silenced it enough to matter.
In Spanish, the clock hands move along at a glacial pace. Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock.
After what feels like an eternity, the final bell rings. Students pour out of the classroom, but I take my time packing up. I canât just run to the bulletin board outside of Frickâs office. Better to have Sam do that and report back to me.
I go to my locker. I trade out the books I need for homework. I wait to get a text from Sam.
It doesnât come.
My pulse quickens. Iâm not worried about making the ballotâI know my name will be on the list. But will hers? This is what I need to know.
I type a single question mark into iMessage and press send. Sam reads the message.
Still no response.
Iâm about to head over to play rehearsal when I feel Mattâs thick arms around my waist. He nuzzles my neck and gets a little side boob action with his forearm. âCongratulations, my future queen,â he whispers into my ear.
I grin despite myself. âWhat about you?â I ask over myshoulder. âAre you my future king?â
He presses closer. âYou know it.â
Matt spins me around and pins me against the locker, kissing me long and deep, with a hunger thatâs not entirely familiar. Itâs kind of hot, actually. Too hot. If Matt doesnât cool down soon, weâre going to end up getting naked right here in the hallway.
âYou might want to slow down,â I say. âYouâve got practice. Iâve got rehearsal. Thisâwhatever this isâhas to wait.â
âWhat if I donât want to wait?â he growls.
Iâm tempted to pull him into the janitorsâ closet, but that directly conflicts with my personal rules of engagement. Iâm actually debating whether or not I need to relax those rules when I hear the sharp bray of Frick: âThatâs enough, Miss Miles.â
Matt pulls away a bit, but not entirely. âSorry Ms. Frick,â he says, and gives her one of his
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