she was when she died.â She thought how easy it would be to be dead and not to have to break your heart.
She stood there and thought about BillâââIâve got a right to break my heart for Cathy, but Iâm breaking Billâs heart tooâââ A small, cold voice answered her. It said, âHeâll get over it. Cathy wouldnât . Men have died and worms have eaten them, but not for love.â Cathy could be broken like a leaf. Bill would suffer, but he wouldnât break. She didnât think about herself at all. There was no feeling thereâit was all numb. She thought about Bill, and Cathy, and Aunt Milly. She thought Aunt Milly would crumple up if anything happened to Cathy. She sat down in the big leather chair and stopped thinking.
The door near the windows opened. Mr. Vincent C. Bell looked in. When he saw Susan he came right in.
âWhen I had the pleasure of meeting you the other day I called you out of your name, so Iâm very glad to have the opportunity of saying how do you do all over again. Iâm very pleased to meet you, Miss Lenox.â
Susan looked at him vaguelyâthe man she had met, coming up from the rose gardenâCathy had said he was stayingââShe said,
âAre you looking for Mr. Dale?â
He said, âMr. Phipson.â
âIf you go out by that other door you will see the back stairs on your left. Mr. Phipsonâs room is at the end of the long passage at the top of the stairs.â
âWell, thereâs no hurry,â said Vincent Bell.
Susan said in a tired voice, âMy cousin is ill. I am just waiting to take her home. I think if you donât mindâââ
He seemed a long way off as he apologized and went.
Susan waited. It was a relief when Dale came into the room. She stood up to meet him and said what she had planned to say.
âYou know I am engaged to Bill Carrickâââ
âYou have been engaged.â
âYou know we love each otherâvery muchâââ
âI love you too,â said Lucas Dale.
âBut I love Bill. I shall always love him.â
âAlways is a long time.â
Susan shivered.
âWhat good will it be to you if I donât love youâif I love Bill?â
He gave her a strange look.
âI think thatâs my look-out. Are you going to marry me?â
Her control broke.
âDonât make meâdonât make me!â
Dale said, âIâm not making you do anything. Iâve come here to get your answer.â
She said, âI canât!â and saw him go to the table and pick up the telephone.
âIs that your last word? Once I call up the police station thereâll be no going back.â
âNoânoâdonât ring! I didnât mean that. You mustnât ring.â
âWell, I donât want to,â said Dale. âBut youâll have to know your own mind, because, you see, Iâve got to trust you. Iâve got to be sure that you wonât let me down. Iâve got to take my decision right away. If I donât ring up the police now, itâs not going to be easy to ring them up later on, in a day or two, if you come to me and say youâve changed your mind. How am I going to guard against that?â
Susanâs lips said stiffly, âIf I say Iâll do itâââ
âI could guard myself,â said Dale. âI could get you to sign a statement to say youâd found my pearls in your cousinâs bag. But Iâm not going to do thatâIâm going to trust your word. You see, thatâs how I think of you. If you gave your word you wouldnât go back on it. Are you going to marry me, Susan?â
âYes.â
âNext week?â
âNo.â
âYes, Susanâyes.â His voice changed suddenly, softened. âWhatâs the good of putting it off, my dear?â
That was true. It was
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