I whispered. âSorry.â
âStart over,â said Chris. Sometimes she could be pretty bossy. I cleared my throat again.
âHey, Kelly.â Chrisâs voice was wobbling, and I looked up to see what was the matter. She was twisting her hands and watching me, her brown eyes very large. âI think you could write just about the best book in the whole world,â she said.
A smile took over my whole body. I started again, trying not to whisper. âIâve seen lots of movies they show about teenage girls who are supposed to be like me,â I said.âTheyâre mean and tough, and they work the streets and do drugs. Well, Iâve done those things, and in real life it isnât cool. You get beat up. You go hungry, and youâre cold a lot. You do the drugs to forget whatâs happening, but you canât really forget. If you see a stray cat in an alley, donât kick it. Itâs just a street kid in another life, looking for some way to stay alive.
âI donât want to run anymore. I donât know where I thought I was running to anyway. You canât run from yourself.
âSomeone important once said to me, âWho owns Kelly Paddik?â That was a good question. I couldnât tell her then because I didnât like the answer â my dad. Well, it was my dad
then
. Now itâs different. Now everything is different because itâs me. I own Kelly Paddik. I do. I belong to me.â
I looked out the window at the cold and the snow. âWell, thatâs the last page, I guess,â I said.
âThatâs good. I think thatâs real good.â Chris was patting my bear gently. âHave you got a title?â
I nodded slowly. âNow I do.â
âWhat is it?â Chris asked.
I looked out the window. The sun had lit the ice on the branches so that they shone like glass. âYeah, I know what I want to call it,â I said softly.
âOkay, so you can tell me now.â Chris was getting bossy again.
â
I Own Kelly Paddik.â I wrote it across page one and looked at it. âYeah, thatâs right. I do.â I grinned at Chris. âWant to hear the whole thing now?â I asked
.
Chris put the bear onto the floor. Then she stretched out on the bed and placed her hands behind her head. âIâve got time,â she grinned back at me
.
I picked up page one
.
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Orca Soundings is a teen fiction series that features realistic teenage characters in stories that focus on contemporary situations and problems.
Soundings are short, thematic novels ideal for class or independent reading. Written by such stalwart authors as William Bell, Beth Goobie, Sheree Fitch and Kristin Butcher, there will be between eight and ten new titles a year.
For more information and reading copies, please call Orca Book Publishers at 1-800-210-5277.
Other titles in the Orca Soundings series:
Bull Rider
No Problem
The Trouble with Liberty
The Hemingway Tradition
One More Step
Kicked Out
Refuge Cove
Sticks and Stones
Death Wind
Karen MacInerney
Michelle Hughes
Paula Quinn
Regina Darcy
James A. Michener
Beth Ciotta
Rea Thomas
Stella Cameron
Kathyn J. Knight
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