too terrible to think that sheâd heard those sirens and never guessed. Heard them and ignored them, blissful and ignorant as a baby. That afternoon, someone drew a cruel line down the center of the world and left Mo on the wrong side.
Now she gripped the arms of her chair.
âDottieâs the one who loves pizzelles,â she managed to say.
âDottie looks more like your mother every day. That head of hair, wild and red as a little fox!â
Mo couldnât remember how she and Dottie had wound up at Mrs. Petroneâs that afternoonâhad their father brought them here, after the hospital called? Had Mrs. Petrone come and fetched them, squashing Dottie to her big, cushiony chest? Sometimes Mo thought that, if only heâd brought them to Daâs instead, things would have turned out differently. Da would have warded It off, sheâd never have allowed It to cross her threshold.
But Daâs husband had died. Her daughter had gone away and not come back. Four of her toes had wound up in the hospital incinerator. Maybe even Da couldnât have protected them.
âYou bring that little sister over, and between the two of us weâll hold her down and give her a nice cut.â
Dottie hadnât understood. Sheâd watched cartoons till her eyes fell out and eaten one pizzelle after another, scattering sugary golden crumbs everywhere. Mo had sat frozen on Mrs. Petroneâs scratchy living-room couch, the pockets of her shorts heavy with stones.
Because Mo and her mother were going to paint those stones Mo had collected, turn them into bugs and flowers and tiny people. They were going to do it in the backyard, beneath the plum tree. Afterward they were going to sit at the wooden table in the kitchen, the one printed with the secret language of all their dinners together, and eat the ice cream her mother had gone to buy.
That day Mo had sat perfectly still on the Petrone couch, eyes on the door, certain Mr. Wren would burst in any minute to fetch them home. Maybe their mother would have a big Band-Aid on her head. Or her arm in a sling. Thatâs what I get for my daydreaming! Sheâd laugh and theyâd hug, but carefully, in case she was still sore.
Mo had sat on the couch and waited. Her foot fell asleep. Her nose itched, her empty belly ached, Dottie tipped over sideways, sound asleep and drooling on her shoulder. But Mo forced herself to stay still. Still as a stone herself. Because if she froze her own self, she could make the rest of the world stand still, too. If things couldnât go forward, nothing bad could happen.
When at last her father had come, Mo jumped up from the couch, but sheâd forgotten about her rock-heavy pockets and lost her balance, tipping overbackward. It was exactly like some invisible bully, big and stupid as a furniture truck, had plowed into her.
She should have held still. Still as a stone!
Now Mrs. Petrone was pouring Mo a glass of milk.
âYouâre too pale. You need to eat! My mother always made her pizzelles with anise. You know anise, itâs like licorice? I never could stomach it. Chin up, please. I rememberâ¦â
Their father had put his arms around her and Dottie and lifted them, one in each arm, as if they were made of feathers. How strong he was! Even then, never more than then. Back home he took them both into the big bed, where they slept burrowed against him.
ââ¦though that Iâd just as soon forget!â Mrs. Petrone tossed her head and gave her hearty laugh. What had she just said? Mo had lost track. âBut what can you do? Some memories you cherish and some break your heart. We donât get to choose. Our memories choose us.â
With that she whisked the beauty cape from Moâs shoulders and handed her the mirror.
âLook what a beauty you are!â she exulted. âYour fatherâs eyes, dark as midnight! Ah, I remember how your mother wept when I gave you your first
Elizabeth Lister
Regina Jeffers
Andrew Towning
Jo Whittemore
Scott La Counte
Leighann Dobbs
Krista Lakes
Denzil Meyrick
Ashley Johnson
John Birmingham