really hard to lose a dog. Iâve been through it a few times, and it never gets easier.â
âYeah, thatâs what people say,â I mumble. I want to finalize the arrangements for watching Oscar and then I want to go home. It suddenly feels awkward being in this kitchen, andeven though thereâs still a spoonful of ice cream left, I donât really feel like eating it.
âWell, why donât you take a day to think it over? And if youâre interested in dog-sitting for Oscar, come by tomorrow. I usually take the babies out for a morning walk, but weâre never too far.â She smiles. âThatâs the beauty of Seagate, right?â
âYup!â I stand up and put my bowl in the sink, and Bennett follows me. âIâm a motherâs helper right now for Amber Seasons on Monday and Wednesday mornings, but Iâm free the other days.â
âOkay. Well, weâd work around your schedule, of course. Thank you guys so much again,â Dawn says as sheâs walking us to the door. âIf I wasnât so tired, Iâd sound more excited, but please know how absolutely, completely grateful I am.â
We leave Dawnâs house, and the triplets are now sleeping peacefully in their gigantic stroller. I wonder how long they sleep outside, or if they ever move into their cribs. They canât possibly sleep out here all night; it gets chilly.
Bennettâs house is closer to Dawnâs than to mine, but he walks me home anyway. He says his dad always tells him that itâs safer for boys to walk alone than it is for girls. On Seagate, though, itâs safe for anyone to walk alone. But I donât argue, because I like his company. Even right now, when weâre not really talking, itâs just nice to walk together. And the nicest thing about being best friends is that you can walk in complete silence and not feel weird about it.Sometimes you just donât have anything to say, and thatâs okay.
Itâs quiet for so long that Iâm startled when Bennett asks, âWasnât it weird that she thought we were brother and sister?â
Iâm surprised heâs thinking about it too, but in a way Iâm glad Iâm not the only one who still is.
âYeah,â I say. âAre they new here? I donât think Iâve seen them before. Or maybe I just donât recognize her now that she has the babies.â
âHuh?â
âI mean, maybe Dawn and her husband were the kind of couple who were always going out to eat late at night and staying in their cabana by the beach and werenât really out and about. And theyâre completely different people now with the triplets.â
âOh. Yeah. That could be.â
After I say it, I realize that every change in lifeâbig or smallâcan change you as a person. The way having babies changed Dawn and Amber. I wonder how Iâve changed since Danish died. I know Iâve changed, but I wonder how exactly, and if everyone can tell.
All this change can be frustrating if things are good and all you want is for them to stay the same. Thatâs part of the beauty of hanging out with dogs: Theyâre pretty predictable. They like to eat and go out for walks and have belly rubs. And theyâll always be there to greet you and welcome you home.
When we get to my house, Bennett tells me heâll see me in the morning. Heâll come by and then weâll walk to Micaylaâs, and weâll all bring Asher over to day camp. We used to go to Seagate day camp, and it was fun, but now weâre old enough to entertain ourselves. And thatâs even better.
At home, itâs probably annoying for Bennett to help out with Asher so much. But here he doesnât seem to mind it. Everyone wants to be walking around on Seagate anyway, because there are so many people out and about, and you donât have to worry about cars, and no one is in a hurry. Plus,
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