since theyâre out on the front porch.
Then Bennett points to a flashing gray walkie-talkie-like device. Iâm guessing itâs some kind of baby monitor, and I understand why Dawn was so comfortable leaving the triplets sleeping outside.
âThey sleep best out there,â she explains. âIâm going to give it a second and see if she falls asleep.â
âYou can tell which one is crying just by listening?â I ask.
She nods. âThat was Mia. The other two are boys, Felipe and Alexander. Miaâs cry is distinct, and she cries the most.â Dawn puts her head down on the table and stares at the monitor. Bennett and I eat our ice cream quietly and quickly. I think weâre both getting the feeling that itâs almost time to go.
âListen, Iâm going to ask you something,â Dawn says. âYou can totally say no. Iâm sure youâre busy and everything. But Oscar really responded well to you. And as you can probably tell, Iâm in over my head with these babies. Would you be interested in watching him? Like a dog sitter? Walks, trips to Dog Beach, stuff like that? Weâd pay you and everything, of course.â
Bennett and I look at each other. I think heâs talking with his eyes, the way we used to do when we were little, but I canât be sure. The summer we were seven, Bennett and I made up this intricate blinking code, so that we would always be able to communicate, even when other people were around. Micayla tried to learn it too, but it was really just a thing between Bennett and me.
I canât wait any longer to figure out if Bennett wants to do this or not. If Calvin and Claire were here, he might say no. But theyâre away, and so Bennettâs my friend again, the way he used to be.
âIâd love to,â I say. âDogs are my favorite animal, and we spend a lot of time at Dog Beach, anyway.â
âOh, you have a dog?â Dawn asks.
Now Bennett is blinking a little too much, and I know heâs speaking with his eyes; that was our code for danger, which ultimately became our code for when people asked us awkward questions, like if we were going to get married someday, or when weâd eat dinner over at Mrs. Shanleyâs house and sheâd try to serve us mushy cauliflower.
âI used to,â I tell Dawn. âHe died this past year.â
She nods. âAre you guys brother and sister?â
Bennett and I widen our eyesâthe signal for shock, which is probably not a very good secret code, but we never came up with anything better.
âNo,â Bennett says, laughing a little. âWeâre just friends.â
Brother and sister? We look nothing alike. Bennett hasfloppy brown hair that usually falls into his eyes until his mom bribes him to get a haircut. My hair is somewhere between blonde and brown. Plus, Bennettâs, like, three inches taller than I am.
I donât know why that question bothers me.
I hate it when people ask us if weâre in love or if weâre going to get married. Weâre only eleven and itâs a dumb question. But now Iâm annoyed that Dawn asked us if weâre brother and sister.
Something in the way Bennett says âWeâre just friendsâ makes me upset. Itâs true. We are just friends. But not like any pair of friends youâd find in a school or on a soccer team or something. Weâre different. Weâre lifelong Seagate friends. Best friends, even.
All our lives Bennett told everyone that I was his best friend. I have two best friendsâBennett and Micaylaâbut as far as I knew, I was Bennettâs only best friend. And I liked it that way.
I wonder why he didnât say it just now.
I wonder if things changed and I didnât even notice.
âIâm sorry about your dog,â Dawn says, and I remember thatâs what we were talking about before I got distracted about me and Bennett. âItâs
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