and narrowly missed eating Chinese takeout with her and the children. I promised to come the next day. When she was out of the room for a moment, I dealt with my feelings by pocketing a sugar bowlâa rather nice one, blue ceramicâand later I threw it in the garbage.
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A s my mother told Daphne, I am no gardener, but on a windy but sunny Saturday I raked the mucky dead leaves of the previous autumnâleaves we hadnât bothered with when they fellâinto piles. Arthur sniffed the fecund stuff my rake was exposing and sometimes rolled in it. I was cold, but activity warmed me. Inside, the phone rang. Pekko wasnât home, but the machine would pick up the call. When Arthur barked, I followed him down the alley between houses and found my mother ringing our doorbell. She came into the yard.
âDaphne did that for me,â she said, after watching me for a while. âShe took a long time, and she charged me by the hour.â
âItâs a big job,â I said. I leaned the rake on a tree.
âIâm not complaining,â my mother said. âItâs important to know how to charge. I hope you charge your customers enough.â
I offered her coffee, and as she explained that sheâd come with another question for Pekko, I heard him thumping around inside. Roz isnât shy about visiting, but she doesnât want me to think she moved to New Haven to bother me, so she always gives a reason. When we came into the kitchen, heâd discovered the blinking light on the answering machine and was listening to a rapid, friendly message from Gordon Skeetling. âHi, Daisy, itâs Gordon,â and his 432 numberâwhich always means Yaleâspoken in the hasty manner of someone who knows you already have it.
âWhoâs that?â he said. âHi, Roz.â
âA client.â
âGordon who?â
âSkeetling. The Small Cities Project. He says he knows you.â
âYouâre working for him ? Why didnât you tell me?â
âWho is he?â said Roz. âA big shot?â
âHe says Yale barely tolerates him,â I said to Pekko. âHe sounds like your sortâinner city and all that.â
âI donât like him,â Pekko said.
âWhatâs wrong with him?â I put my jacket on a chair and took three mugs from the cupboard.
âI donât want coffee. He was on the board of the shelter with me.â
âHe said so. He seems nice. He has a room full of papers he wants me to sort out.â
Pekko walked out of the room, but a minute later, as I was measuring coffee, he returned. âA little too clearheaded,â he said. âSees things just as they are.â
âWhatâs wrong with that?â I said. âYouâre the one whoâs always claiming to be a realist.â
âIf I were a realist,â said Pekko, âI wouldnât rent an apartment to the man I just rented an apartment to.â
He was standing in the doorway, filling it, but now he turned away again. Roz called after him, âSpeaking of apartments, Pekko, I need a good deed.â
âYes?â he said, sounding friendlier. âHow are you anyway, Roz? What are you up to now?â My motherâs conscientious vigor amuses Pekko, and he also admires it. âWeâre friends,â he says, which is also what my mother says, though sheâs more detailed about it: she claims they made friends because they went through the war together, meaning Vietnam. They didnât meet until years later, but she says they thought the same way about it. She marched, wrote letters to editors, and affixed bumper stickers to her car reading SUPPORT OUR BOYS: BRING THEM HOME . Pekko was drafted and spent a year in Vietnam. âNot as bad as some peopleâs year,â he says, âbut bad enough.â Discharged, he returned to New Haven and, while taking courses at Southern Connecticut, began