buster. You either, Charlotte.â
âBut, Ma ⦠Itâs for the war.â
âItâs too dangerous,â Ma said. âIâve got enough on my mind, worrying about Jim.â
âBut, Ma, itâs for Jim. Could I please keep working? Iâll be really careful. Iâll wear gloves.â
âIâll think about it. But neither of you picks up as much as a tin can until I decide. Hear me?â
âYes, Ma.â
âBuster?â
Robbie didnât reply. Heâd fallen asleep.
With Robbieâs hand needing to heal, all the chores landed on Charlotte. Ma probably didnât mean it as a punishment, but it felt like one. Washing clothes on a rainy Friday afternoon, then pinning them up in the cellar to dryâthat wasnât Charlotteâs idea of a weekend. Neither was cleaning and ironing all day Saturday. But she couldnât complain; Ma worked twice as hard.
When Sunday dawned, it was the third rainy day in a row. Charlotte made her way to the kitchen, where her parents read the paper over coffee.
âIâve got a sweet roll still warm in the oven for you,â Ma said. She stood and gave Charlotte a hug. She pointed to Robbie, who was reading the funny pages. âHad to hide it from that brother of yours. Something about stitches seems to make fellas hungry.â
âThanks, Ma. Iâll help you with the cooking after church. Itâs a mean day outside.â
âBad weather or not, Iâve got lines to check,â Pa interrupted. âThat Rowley boy just joined the Army, so Iâm down a deckhand.â He turned to Charlotte. âI need you on the Rose this afternoon.â
Her stomach tightened. âBut, Pa, canât Robbie help?â
âHeâd get his bandages all wet.â
Robbie looked up from the comics. âI want to go. Please, Pa. Iâll be careful. I can wrap my hand.â
âYou can come if you want, but you canât work. Youâll just keep us company. Lottie, I really need you today.â Pa folded up his paper and went to dress for church.
That morning in church, Charlotte prayed as she always didâfor the war to end, for Jim and all the soldiers and sailors to come home safe. She added a couple extra prayers at the end.
âPlease, God, forgive me for letting Robbie get hurt. And for thinking and saying bad stuff about Paul Rossi.â She closed her eyes tighter. âAnd if I have to help on the boat, could it maybe stop raining?â
Either God wasnât listening, or heâd decided that a little rain was good penance, for the clouds only got grayer as afternoon came and she, Pa, and Robbie walked to the docks. Since the war had started, Sunday was about the only day the docks were quiet. Still, there were signs of activity inside the nearby mill buildings. Charlotte shivered and wished she could help indoors instead of on the tug in the rain.
They neared the mooring where the Rose bobbed in rough water, shedding rain like an oversized duck. The Rose wasnât a big tug like the ones that hauled long strings of barges from the Great Lakes to New Orleans. But she wasnât small, either. The engines took up most of her wide belly, the pilothouse sat above the front, and tall exhaust stacks poked up behind, making her nearly as high as she was long. With her blunt nose hitched close to the dock, she looked clumsy and bulky, but on the water with a barge or two in tow, she was shipshape enough. If a person cared for ships.
Pa climbed aboard and held out his hand, first to Robbie, then to Charlotte. She looked down as he swung her onto the deck. High water, rushing and brown with all the rain. The worst time to be on the river.
âWe need to check all the lines and all the cables,â Pa said. He unlocked the door, which led up to the pilothouse and down to the engine room. âLetâs get oilskins on so we donât get completely soaked.â He opened a