âIâve seen both the seconds since. They were to walk up to a handkerchief, and the Russian potted him at forty yards the first step he made. They may say what they like about the row originating in politicsâI know better. They quarreled because Madame de St. Croix had left Vâand taken up with this snub-nosed Tartar. First, she ruined my poor friend. I know all about it. He hadnât a rap left; for if sheâd asked him for the shirt off his back, heâd have stripped like beans! Then she broke his heartâthe cheeriest, jolliest, kindest fellow in Europeâto finish up by leaving him for another man, who kills him before breakfast without a scruple; and if the devil donât get hold of her some fine day, why heâs a disgrace to his appointment, thatâs all! and they ought to make him Secretary of Legation here, or pension him off somewhere and put him out of the way! Have another cigarette!â
âTen years afterwards I was sitting in the gardens of the Tuileries, one fine morning towards the middle of May, wondering, as English people always do wonder, on a variety of subjectsâwhy the cigars were so bad in Paris, and the air so exhilaratingâwhy the tender green leaves quivering over those deep alleys should have a sunshine of their own besides that which they reflected from aboveâwhy the bonnes and nursery-maids wore clean caps every dayâwhy the railings always looked as if they had been re-gilt the same morning, and why the sentry at the gate should think it part of his duty to leer at every woman who passed, like a satyr?
âIndeed I believe I was almost asleep, when I started in my chair, and rubbed my eyes to make sure it was not a dream. There, within ten paces of me, sat Madame de St. Croix, if I was still to call her so, apparently not an hour older than the first time we met. The face was even paler, the lips redder, the cruel eyes deeper and darker, but in that flickering light the woman looked more beautiful than ever. She was listening quietly and indolently, as of old, to a gentleman who sat with his back to me, telling his own story, whatever it might be, in a low, earnest, impressive voice. I raised my hat when I caught her eye, and she bowed in return politely enough, but obviously without recognition. The movement caused her companion to turn around, and in two strides he was by my chair, grasping me cordially by the hand. He was an old and intimate friend, a colonel in the French army, by whose side I had experienced more than one strange adventure, both in Eastern Europe and Asia-Minorâa man who had served with distinction, of middle age, a widower, fond of society, field-sports, speculation, and traveling; essentially bon camarade ,but thoroughly French in his reflections and opinions. The last man in the world, I should have thought, to be made a fool of by a woman. Well, there he was, her bounden slave! Absurdly happy if she smiled, miserable when she frowned, ready to fetch and carry like a poodle, perfectly childish about her, and utterly contemptible. If she had really cared for him, the temptation must have been irresistible, and she would have bullied him frightfully. But no, there was always the same repose of manner, the same careless kindness, the same melancholy, the same consciousness of an unquestionable superiority. One of his reasons, he soon confided to me, for being so fond of her was, that they never had an angry word! For a week or two I saw a good deal of them. Paris was already empty, and we did our plays, our Opéra Comique, and our little dinners pleasantly enough. She was always the same, and I found myself, day by day, becoming more conscious of that nameless charm about her, which I should despair of being able to describe.Yet as often as I met the glance of those deep, dark, unearthly eyes, a shudder crept over me, such as chills you when you come face to face with a ghost in your dreams. The
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