tossing out the weighted duck bodies to make two groups in front of our blind with a space of open water in between. I could begin to see now that what Iâd imagined the marsh to look like was different from how it was. For one thing, the expanse of water around us was smaller than I had thought. Other grass islands gradually came into view a quarter mile off, and a line of green trees appeared in the distance, closer than Iâd expected. I heard a siren, and then music that mustâve come from a car at the Reggio dock, and eventually there was the sun, a white disk burning behind the mist, and from a part of the marsh opposite from where I expected it. In truth, though, all of these thingsâthese confusing and disorienting and reversing features of where I wasâseemed good, since they made me feel placed, so that in time I forgot the ways I was feeling about the day and about life and about my future, none of which had seemed so good.
Inside the blind, which was only ten feet long and four feet wide and had spent shells and candy wrappers and cigarette butts on the planks, my father displayed the pint bottle of whiskey, which was three-quarters empty. He sat for a time, once we were arranged on our crates, and said nothing to me or to Renard when he had finished distributing the decoys and had climbed into the blind to await the ducks. Something seemed to have come over my father, a great fatigue or ill feeling or a preoccupying thought that removed him from the moment and from what we were supposed to be doing there. Renard unsheathed the guns from their cases. Mine was the old A. H. Fox twenty-gauge double gun, that was heavy as lead and that I had seen in my grandmotherâs house many times and had handled enough to know the particulars of without ever shooting it. My grandmother had called it her âladies gun,â and she had shot it when she was young and had gone hunting with my fatherâs father. Renard gave me six cartridges, and I loaded the chambers and kept the gun muzzle pointed up from between my knees as we watched the silver sky and waited for the ducks to try our decoys.
My father did not load up, but sat slumped against the wooden laths, with his shotgun leaned on the matted front of the blind. After a while of sitting and watching the sky and seeing only a pair of ducks operating far out of range, we heard the other hunters on the marsh begin to take their shots, sometimes several at a terrible burst. I could then see that two other blinds were across the pond we were set down onâthree hundred yards from us, but visible when my eyes adjusted to the light and the distinguishing irregularities of the horizon. A single duck Iâd watched fly across the sky at first flared when the other hunters shot, but then abruptly collapsed and fell straight down, and I heard a dog bark and a manâs voice, high-pitched and laughing through the soft air. âHoo, hoo, hoo, lawd oooh lawdy,â the manâs voice said very distinctly in spite of the distance. âDat mutha-scootcha was all the way to Terre Bonne Parish when I popped him.â Another man laughed. It all seemed very close to us, even though we hadnât shot and were merely scanning the milky skies.
âCoon-ass bastards,â my father said. âJumpinâ the shooting time. They have to do that. Itâs genetic.â He seemed to be addressing no one, just sitting leaned against the blindâs sides, waiting.
âAlready
been
shootinâ time,â Renard Junior said, his gaze fixed upwards. He was wearing two wooden duck calls looped to his neck on leather thongs. He had yet to blow one of the calls, but I wanted him to, wanted to see aV of ducks turn and veer and come into our decoy-set, the way I felt they were supposed to.
âNow is that so, Mr. Grease-Fabrice, Mr. Fabree-chay.â My father wiped the back of his hand across his nose and up into his blond hair, then closed
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