dear.â
Then we ate. Richie and the boys sat at a card table, watching the football game. Or perhaps it was a different game. Someone got hurt and was carried off the field while the crowd stood and cheered and the announcers agreed that they hoped he wouldnât be paralyzed forever.
After dinner we had Aunt Marionâs homemade pies, which she presented with a flourish, like a magician. âWeâll have these,â she announced. âYou can put the others back in the freezer.â
A generous offer. But letâs look closer: Put them back in the freezer âwhence they came. Mamaâs pies werenât fresh and homemade; they were store-bought and frozen.
Weâd thrown away the boxes. How did Aunt Marion know?
Gram and Gramps got tired and had to leave early. Grammy hugged me and said, âPretty soon youâll be able to drive me.â Grampa gave me a whiskery kiss. Richie helped them into their coats and took them home.
Honey played the piano. I made another pot of coffee. The men and boys played dominoes. Aunt Marion talked and Mama listened. At last it was time for our guests to go.
After they left we cleaned up the kitchen. Honey and Uncle Toddy did the dishes. She went on and on about what a terrific day it had been. I had to wonder: Where was I?
Richie helped Papa put away the chairs, then asked to use the car, but Papa said no. Our guests were gone and the show was over. My brother slammed the door on his way out.
I took some coffee to Mama, who was reading in bed.
âArenât you sweet,â she said, âbut Iâm falling asleep. Did you have a good time?â
âYes. Did you?
âOh, yes,â Mama said. âIt was a lovely day.â Her eyelids drooped, her book fell shut. âNow Iâm so tired.â
Iâd given her coffee with caffeine all day. Which proves the power of the mind: Whatever you believe is true, is true, if you believe it.
9
Just when I think it wonât happen again, when I think it was something I imagined, the ceiling above my head cracks open and my uncle descends like night.
My body can sense when itâs going to happen. An electric current hums through the house.
I try to escape, spending the night with a friend. Sometimes the danger passes. But usually the house is still throbbing with his charge. It could explode any second. He could hurt somebody.
He comes not for Honey, but for me.
He frightened her so badly she couldnât breathe. Sheâs weak. I protect my sister. When he comes I turn away from my eyes and walk down a long, dark hallway in my head, to the quiet place, where itâs peaceful and safe.
I remain there until heâs gone.
At dinner that night I read the signals with my skin. His eyeteeth lengthen imperceptibly.
âMore linguine, Carolyn?â
âNo, thanks. Iâm stuffed. I was thinking Iâd go over to Nancyâs tonight, so we can study together, if thatâs all right.â
âThe linguine was delicious,â Honey blurted, sensing waves ahead, trying to keep things smooth.
âI donât want you out tonight,â Mama said. âItâs cold.â
âRichie could give me a ride.â
Papa shook his head. âHeâs not using the car until he pulls himself together. We got a letter today from school.â
âCarolyn, are you sure you donât want something else?â
âPositive, Uncle Toddy.â
âIâll help Richie,â Honey offered. âHeâs got plenty of time before the end of the semester.â
I cleared away the plates. âI could walk to Nancyâs.â
âNot tonight,â Papa said. âYou heard your mother.â
âMaybe Nancy could stay over.â
âNot on a school night.â
âI never get to do what I want!â
Honey cringed.
Mama looked shocked. âWhatâs the matter with you, Carolyn?â
âItâs my life, not yours!â
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