thought had never occurred to me. A tumor. My thoughts flashed to Stephanie.
âStephanie Daniels is alive,â I blurted out.
Dean whipped his head to me, mouth open. âWhoa. Is she okay?â
âSheâs in a coma,â I replied.
Dean ran his hands through his hair. âThatâs major. How did you find out?â
I broke our eye contact and answered, âKate Huddy told me.â
The name went on like a lightbulb in Deanâs mind. He knew what I was going to ask next and spoke. âLook, man. I didnât tell her anything, and for the record, I barely even talk to her in general. Maybe some school stuff for the paper, but thatâs it. I donât think she likes me very much.â
I put my finger up to cue my next words. âSpecify what you didnât tell her.â
Dean shrugged his shoulders. âDude, come onâyou know me. Weâre brothers. I didnât tell her that !â
I sighed in relief. How could I have read so much into what I had seen in Kateâs notebook? I was becoming more paranoid lately and needed to lighten up. âGood. Because she and I are going to the dance together.â
Dean threw his head back and let out a laugh that alarmed a few neighborhood dogs. Then he held up his hand. I slapped it.
âWeâve got to tell Mom and Dad all this!â Dean said.
The words were said so naturally, just as if they were true. We both knew better. I saved the awkward moment and hefted out a laugh. We both rose to our feet.
âFirst, I need your help.â
Chapter Seventeen
I WAS HIT IN the face with the sterile smell of white, if thatâs even possible, as Dean and I entered the Murray Regional Hospital. The place was pretty nice, and I was sure the pins-and-needles feeling was just nerves. This is going to be just like reading a football playerâs mindâquick and easy, I thought. But I couldnât shake the feeling of the last time Iâd been here, in the ER with broken ribs. I had been so totally out of it that I didnât really remember much.
âThis way,â Dean said, angling down a hall and stopping at an elevator directory. âWe need to be on the third floor.â
I nodded, taking a deep breath.
âAre you sure you want to do this?â Dean asked me for the tenth time.
âYeah, itâs my decision,â I said. I had to be firm with myself.
Dean and I loaded ourselves onto the elevator, rode it up, and got off on the third floor, the Intensive Care Unit. A nurse sitting at a semicircle desk looked up at us.
âCan I help you boys?â she asked.
I almost turned around and ran. Why was this so hard? Dean noticed my hesitation and answered, âYeah, um, weâre here to see Stephanie Daniels.â
The nurse looked us over. âItâs sort of late and past visiting hours, you two,â she said, a stern look on her face.
Dean gave her one of his charming smiles. âThis is her boyfriend,â he said, slinging an arm around my neck. I did my best to look sheepish.
She sighed and looked at her watch a second time. âHave a seat in the waiting room and Iâll go check for you,â she said, either defeated or tired. She pointed to a door in the corner of the hallway. Inside, Dean and I took seats across from each other.
âNice save,â I told Dean.
âThe perfect cover,â he replied.
He was right. I was here for Stephanie, but that pins-and-needles feeling wasnât because of her. Sitting in that waiting room, I was the closest Iâd been to Dad in months. The Murray Institute psych wing was a just a mere elevator ride away. Iâd seen the location on the directory. Even being in Dadâs vicinity made me shudder. I supposed there was a part of me that knew this when making the choice to come here. What did I expect? Dad was just going to jump out of nowhere, wielding a knife, wildly swinging at me, trying to finish the job