spine popping. Something else I need? A hot shower and probably another cup of coffee. And Iâm halfway to the double doors when Kent appears, rolling his chair almost onto my toes.
âWhat?â I ask.
âEver since you got here, someoneâs been hitting my firewall.â
âYour firewall?â
His lips thin. âLooking Glassâs.â
I shrug. âIsnât that kind of what happens around here?â
âNot like this. Itâs not just Looking Glass either. Theyâre focused on hitting your personal computerâs firewall too.â The hackerâs eyes crawl along my face like he can sense how my heart rateâs suddenly quickened.
âYouâre checking my stuff?â I ask, and I sound good. Iâm all light and unimpressed even though my insides are splintering. I was so careful. I was always looking over my shoulder.
âHart told me to check on everything. You understand, of course?â Kentâs smile is animal white. âSafety is a virtue.â
âSoâs bathing. You should make a note.â
I start to move around him and he kicks his chair in front of me again. âItâs like they know where to look. You have a partner?â
âNope.â
âLiar. You have to. How else would they know where to look?â
âTheyâre just lucky, I guess.â Thereâs a humming in my ears now and I have to push each breath through my nose. Regrettable since I can smell Kent even better now. âIf you donât believe me, talk to Hart. I work alone. Itâs in my file. Whatever youâre seeing . . . it has to be someone random.Or maybe itâs the people Iâm hiding from. Iâm popular. Ask anybody.â
âI donât believe you. Whoever it isâthey had to know what you were doing before Hart picked you up.â Spit flicks past Kentâs lips. Heâs getting more and more agitated, and strangely, it makes me calmer. He isnât rude to me because Iâm a girl. Heâs rude to me because Iâm a threat.
And maybe also because Iâm a girl.
âYouâll get in trouble for not being honest with Dr. Norcut.â Heâs grinning now. âIâll make sure of it.â
âGood to know. Are we done here?â
âYou think youâre so tough, butââ
âYeah, weâre done.â I walk around him and shove through the doors like my legs arenât shaking. I want to stop, lean against the wall, and catch my breath and I canât.
I watch the security camera from the corner of my eye and wait for the elevator as my insides try to climb outside. Because it isnât a âtheyâ at all. Someone whoâs familiar with my code? Someone who attacks firewalls?
Itâs Griff.
I canât concentrate during dinner. I canât stop thinking about everyone who might hunt me downâMilo, Carson, even some of my dadâs thugsâbut none of them know firewalls as well as Griff.
How does he even know Iâm here? Did someone tell him? And whyâs he searching for me? Why now? We havenât spoken in weeks. The last thing he said to me was that hecouldnât touch me. Not even once, because if he did, heâd have to touch me again.
And he wasnât going to let himself do that.
In Griffâs defense, I deserved it. I lied. To him, to Bren, to Lily.
But mostly to myself.
I havenât spoken to Griff in two months now. It hurts and it has no right to hurt. Itâs not like Iâve been spending all my time away from him alone. I have Milo.
Had Milo. Itâs stupid for me to worry about him. Heâs way better at hiding than I am and yet I canât seem to shake the anxiety that heâs going to get caught. Looking Glass and Hart and Norcut have cracked me and what-ifs are seeping through.
After dinner, we have group therapy in the common room. Norcut leads, Hart watches, and a woman in a wrinkled
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