the one that broke the celibacy.â
âWhiskey broke the celibacy. Alcohol is to blame. Iâll just...stay sober. Which is fine, because I usually am.â
âI support you.â
âBut you donât believe in me.â
Sadie shook her head. âTwo different things.â
âYou just canât tell anyone that our marriage isnât a real marriage.â
âWell, Iâm going to tell Eli.â
Lydia scrunched up her face. âDo you have to?â
âSorry. Husbands before... Well, nothing rhymes with husbands. But, I donât keep secrets from him.â
The fact that it was Eli made it slightly worse. Lydia was over her Eli crush, but since she had been occasionally pathetic in his presence already, she didnât want to add to it by having him fully aware that her marriage wasnât real.
A very unsettling thought occurred to her. Even if people believed the marriage was real, she still looked kind of pathetic. The bride hadnât shown up, so Colton had snagged the nearest bridesmaid.
But you werenât the nearest bridesmaid. You were on the other end. So, he passed over like three bridesmaids to get to you.
The thought made her scowl.
Sadie clearly thought the scowl was directed at her. âHe wonât tell. Not anyone. Not even Connor.â
âI believe you.â She couldnât imagine the very serious, upright sheriff gossiping to his brother like a couple of hens. If there was one thing she trusted in, it was Eliâs goodness. He was one of the most truly responsible and decent people she had ever known. Which, really, explained her attraction. That and the fact that he was an integral part of the community that had become so important to her. The community that she wanted so desperately to be part of.
In a deep way. Not just a superficial way. She wanted Copper Ridge to be hers. Not out of a thirst for power; that wasnât why she was running for mayor. It was just that she cared. She cared so deeply about this place, this place that was perfect in ways she could not begin to describe.
The sharp, salt air; the fresh scent of the pines; the way the mist hung low over the mountains. It was in her blood. It was part of her. When she had first driven into town with her car full of her earthly possessions eight years ago, ready to make a fresh start, she had felt like sheâd crossed the earth, not just into the next state.
Had felt for the first time like something was hers. For her.
And she wanted more. Something that couldnât be taken from her. It was an ache, a longing that she had a difficult time articulating, even to herself.
âSo, where do you go from here? Whatâs next?â
âI guess...Iâm moving.â
CHAPTER FIVE
L YDIA HAD NO idea what she should bring with her. Obviously, she wasnât going to bring her furniture. She was going to have to forward her mail. She would need clothes, but mostly early fall clothes. Maybe a winter jacket. Definitely nothing for the late-coming spring. Because they werenât going to be married that long.
She was standing in her living room pondering these things when there was a knock on her door.
She wondered if it was Sadie with more mochas, or perhaps that was more of a fantasy than a wonderment.
âJust a second.â She turned, moving to the door and jerking it open without checking to see who was on the other side. âHi,â she said, trying to ignore the fluttering in her stomach when she came face-to-midchest with Colton.
He was so tall. It was borderline obscene. Tall and broad and extremely muscular. Utterly masculine, with just a few days growth of gold-tinted whiskers covering his square jaw. And it made her feel a little bit regretful that she didnât have any memories about the interior of his pants.
No. No, she was not going to go there.
âI just came to see if you needed help with anything,â he said, stuffing his
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