Thatâs a nice motto to live by, I suppose.â
âItâs not my own. Ms. Drimmons, Sidson School,Grade Five. I didnât even realize that Iâd absorbed orâ¦stolen her motto.â
He smiled more. âRachel, you donât have to confess all your supposed sins to me. Or any of them, for that matter. Plus, as far as sins go, using someone elseâs motto isnât a very big one. All right?â
âI know that, but put together with my lyingââ
âWhich Iâm not concerned about and weâre going to move past, providing you donât tell me any more lies. Anything else I should know?â
She shook her head.
âOkay, then, why donât we look at the spaghetti?â
âItâs easy enough to see,â she said, wearing that delicious blush he was beginning to look forward to. âThere was something in the instructions about flinging a bit against the wall. I think I may have flung too much.â
Shane looked to the wall opposite the stove. At least a dozen strands of spaghetti were either making their way down the wall or lying on the floor.
He couldnât keep the amused look off his face.
âItâs not funny.â
He raised an eyebrow.
âOkay,â she conceded. âIt is funny, but Iâm not laughing.â
And then she was chuckling. And so was he. Shane realized that this was the first time heâd laughed since his return to Oak Valley. It felt like a release valve, helping him breathe. And while he knew it was a temporary release, because nothing had changed, for the moment it was welcome.
âCome on, Iâll bet the spaghetti is entirely edible.â He started toward the stove and she followed him. âThe sauce is a little burned on the bottom, becausethe heat was a little high, but whatâs on top will be fine.â
âI could probably make a meal out of whatâs on my shirt.â
Okay, he could not let that pass, even though everything that was smart and good told him not to look at her shirt.
He lookedâ¦and was rewarded with that glorious, enticing blush again. He also realized that she was right. A lot of the sauce had bubbled out of the pan and plopped onto her shirt.
âIâll lend you one of mine,â he said. And this time he did the right thing. He locked his senses down and didnât try to imagine Rachel wearing the same shirt that lay against his skin every week.
Instead he handed her a colander to drain the pasta. âLetâs eat.â
She hesitated. âYouâre being very generous. I hardly made any headway on the house, and this isnât the meal you had every right to expect. Why arenât you firing me?â
He hesitated. He didnât want to examine his motives too closely. But an answer that was just as true as any other reason slipped out. âYouâre trying, youâre working. Thatâs the truth, andâ¦thereâs one more truth.â
She looked up at him, waiting.
âFor reasons I donât want to discuss, I never wanted to come back to Oak Valley and Moraine. Being here is barely tolerable. Butâ¦youâre an incredibly interesting person. You distract me from things I donât want to think about.â
And now those brown eyes widened. âIâ¦distract you?â
âYes.â He wasnât saying more. Heâd said too much. He hoped he hadnât been wrong to tell her that. âShane?â
âLetâs eat,â he said, changing the subject. âAnd then letâs get back to work. This afternoon I might need you to take some photos. I assume you do know how to use that Hasselblad?â
Good. Sheâd raised her chin. He preferred a defiant Rachel to a sad one. Sparring with her, he had to keep his wits about him. That kept him from thinking too much about touching her.
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Rachel felt much calmer now that she was back on familiar territory. For half a second she
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