balled fist.”
He bowed slightly. “Touché. Where did you learn that little move? I did not know pugilism was a
subject often taught by governesses.”
“Father. He said I had a disturbing tendency
to wander off by myself and needed to be able to protect myself
sufficiently. I have needed to use it twice now.”
All humor left his eyes and he stared at her.
“You shame me. Forgive me, Amelia. I had not meant... That you
had to protect yourself from me as you did that shabbaroon...”
He turned to look out the window, his
shoulders slumped.
Amelia closed her eyes, willing herself not
to embarrass herself with any humiliating confession, but she
could not let him suffer in pain when he did not deserve it.
She cleared her throat, then briskly said,
“The situations were not at all the same. His attentions were
quite repulsive. I did not experience the same with you. I was,
unfortunately, only worried about being seen in such a
compromising position. My reputation, I fear, would not survive
another scandal.”
He continued to look out the window for a
long moment. Then his shoulders straightened and he slowly
turned to face her. The twinkle in his eyes made her sigh loudly
and close her eyes again.
“Are you saying, Amelia, that my attentions were not so unwelcome? I must admit I had thought so at the
time.” He sat down comfortably, steepling his fingers, and
watched her with what she could only call a smirk on his face.
“But you were quite right to alert me to our imminent discovery.”
She pursed her lips together.
“Although it has become quite a distressing
habit of late to be physically assaulted by the women in my
life. First Miss Underwood, then yourself.”
“Perhaps, Jameson, you should look to your
own behavior for an explanation. It is not a defect in us that
is causing this behavior; you are acting like an imbecile.”
He laughed. “Yes, my dear. I do seem to be
floundering. Usually those around me follow my lead and I have
very little work to do. I find I have little experience dealing
with those who disagree with me so vehemently.”
“I hope I made you stop and think for a
moment at least.”
“Yes, my dear.” Though he doubted she would
approve of exactly what he was thinking about. “I wonder
if my actions last night made you stop thinking for a
moment.” He glanced toward the open door. “Perhaps you would
like me to make you stop thinking again this morning? I can hear
the clockworks spinning from here; it must be exhausting.”
He made to rise and she jumped up, startled.
He stared at her a moment, then smiled and settled back into his
chair. “Or perhaps not. Sit back down, Amelia. I will not accost
you.”
She cleared her throat and walked toward her
writing desk. She pulled out a slip of paper from the top drawer
and brought it over to him. His blood heated as she got closer
and he imagined for one long breathless moment simply pulling
her onto his lap and ravaging them both senseless again—damn the
open door.
She must have seen those thoughts reflected
on his face because the nearer she came to him, the warier she
looked. She held the paper out to him with her fingertips,
stopping as far away from him as she could.
His eyes did not leave hers as he slowly
reached out to take the paper from her. Her breath hitched and
she whispered, “You have gone mad.”
He very well believed it. He felt as if the
blood in his veins sang only for her now. Drink held no allure,
cards had lost their fun. Last night at his club had been boring .
He had wanted only her. He still wanted only her.
And here she was, steps away from him. Alone.
She dropped the paper as if it burned her and
walked quickly toward the bell. “I need tea.”
He came back to earth with a thud. In a
moment he would laugh at himself but for now he used the paper
to strategically hide his lap as instructions
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