would miss Gran and Maggie and the other animalsââ
Oh, and I wonât ?
ââand that nice big backyardââ
âYou said our house has a nice backyard!â
âIt does, honey, but itâs small, and itâs not fenced. Wilshire Boulevard is a very busy streetâ the cars go so fast, andâ¦â Her voice seems to quiver, then trails off.
âThose are just lame excuses!â I retort. âYouâre thinking only about whatâs convenient for you. As usually, youâre not even considering how I feel!â
âZoe!â Mom exclaims, trying to put on a scolding-mom voice. But itâs bad casting. Sheâs uneasy in the role. Sheâs never been that kind of mom.
âYou just donât get it!â I practically shout at her. âI love Sneakers! I donât know what I would have done without him this past year. Sometimes I was so homesick. Sneakers was always there for meâwhen you werenât!â
Mom looks as though Iâve slapped her. âHow can you say that?â she whispers.
âEasily! Youâre the one who hasnât been around for almost a year. I have my own life here now, Mom, with Gran and Maggieâand Sneakers. You canât just waltz in whenever itâs convenient for you and start changing my life around!â
Mom freezes, and I can tell Iâve hurt her. But I donât care. Now maybe she understands how badly she hurt me when she went away.
âThatâs enough, Zoe,â she says quietly. âLike it or not, Iâm your mother, and itâs my job to make decisions for us.â
âYour job ?!â I scowl and turn away from her, so angry Iâm afraid of what I might say next. Is it just my imagination, or is the sky getting darker by the second?
She hesitates, then rests her hands lightly on my shoulders. âSweetie, I know Iâve been busy. I know I should have called you more often. But with the three-hour time difference, by the time Iâd finally get home in the evening, it was usually much too late to call.â Her voice is so wistful, it almost makes me feel guilty for being mean to her. âOh Zoe, Iâve worked so hard for thisâthis job, and this houseâbut it means nothing to me if youâre not there to share it with me. I want you to come home.â
Iâve waited so long to hear those words, yet now, instead of making me happy, theyâre just making me upset and confused. I grip Sneakersâs leash, blinking hard and willing myself not to cry.
She doesnât even know me anymore. Sheâll never understand how important Sneakers and everybody at Dr. Macâs Place are to me. And besides, who knows how long her job will last? If her series is cancelled, then where will we go?
âIâm not leaving Sneakers,â I announce. âAnd Iâm not leaving the clinic, either.â
âZoe, be reasonableââ
âNo, Mom! Go have your wonderful career in Hollywood if you want. But Iâm not going anywhere.â
Sneakers is delighted when I bolt for home. It looks like itâs about to storm, anyway.
Mom doesnât run after me. And I donât look back.
Chapter Seven
I wake up early, before my alarm goes off. In my dream, thousands of people were squawking at me, telling me where to go and what to do.
I blink my eyes and get a wet tongue in the face. âMorning, Sneak.â
He gives me that little whine, the one that tells me itâs time to go . The rapid wag of the tail means nowâ as in five minutes ago.
I roll out of bed, slide my feet into the leopard-print slippers Mom gave me for Christmas, and follow Sneakers downstairs. Out the backdoor window, I see that Mom and Gran are already awake and outside on the deck. Mom, up for sunrise? And why isnât Gran tending to her patients? I pad through the kitchen and peek out. Theyâre sitting in the newly scoured deck
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