everything else is going to have to stay the same.â He glanced at her. âIâm worried about Soph.â
Rachel nodded. She could see why, if the conversation upstairs was anything to go by. âDoes she have any contact with her father?â she asked tentatively.
Tom looked wounded. âIâm her father, Rach.â
âOf course, Iâm sorry, I didnât mean ââ
âI know, but thatâs the very reason Iâm worried about her.â He drained his glass, setting it down on the table. âSheâs going to feel like the odd one out now, she doesnât even have the same surname as me and Hannah. Thatâs just the kind of thing Sophie will obsess about.â
Annie hadnât changed her surname when they married, so she had certainly seen no reason to change Sophieâs, who was nearly two when she and Tom met. When Hannah was born, it had seemed only fair to give her Tomâs surname, and though they had decided it was the perfect time for Tom to formally adopt Sophie, she and Annie remained Veitches, while Tom and Hannah were Macklins. They could never have anticipated a reason to do otherwise.
âShe knows where she belongs, Tom,â said Rachel.
âI hope so, she can be hard to read.â
âSheâs a sixteen-year-old girl, doesnât that make her illegible?â Rachel suggested.
Tom smiled faintly, shaking his head. âItâs such a bad age to lose her mum.â He looked at Rachel. âYouâd know all about that.â
âItâs a little different, Tom, my motherâs alive, she just doesnât seem to know I am.â She gave him a lame smile. âAnnie has given those girls the most amazing foundation, she was ten times the mother my mother could dream of being.â
âYeah, she was,â he said wistfully. âI was in awe of her when we first met, the way she was with Sophie. I think thatâs why I fell in love with her. She was so patient, and loving, and she was all on her own. Her parents wouldnât have anything to do with her.â
âDid they show up today?â Rachel asked.
He shook his head. âDidnât even respond to my messages. They believe sheâs going to hell, you know.â
âTom ââ
âItâs true, Rach,â he insisted. âFucking fundamentalist freaks. It used to make me so angry, but Annie was never resentful. She said itâd be bad for the girls. So in her heart she forgave them, even if she couldnât understand them, even if it still hurt her so much . . .â
His voice broke then, and he pressed his fingers to his eyes, dropping his head. Rachel didnât know what to say, though perhaps it was better not to say anything, just give him a moment.
Eventually he sat up straight again, clearing his throat and reaching for the bottle. He tilted it towards Rachel, but she shook her head. âI thought you were going to get drunk with me?â
âIâm still on this one,â she protested, picking up her glass and taking another sip. That went down a little easier. She looked at him. âYou know, Tom, time will heal.â She groaned, slapping her forehead. âThere I go again, where are all these clichés coming from?â
âYou do seem to have a certain flair for them,â he observed.
âWhat can I say? Lack of originality has always been one of my strengths,â she said.
He grinned then. âOkay, what else have you got? Give me your best.â
Rachel drummed on the tabletop with her fingers. âHmm . . . let me think. Well, youâve already covered âIt was meant to be.â What about âThings always happen for a reasonâ?â
âGot that today,â he nodded, âa few times. Along with âSomething good will come of this.ââ
âI hope someone told you âYou have to keep busyâ?â she
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