child had a solid, tender bond with her adoptive parents. But with Anny this was merely a spontaneous disposition that had evolved as a way of avoiding problems.
In exchange for the affection she showed them, Anny was afforded a certain amount of freedom, and then her emancipation and independence. Very early on, at the age of sixteen, she left home and spent her time the way she liked, working, partying, flirting, drinking, and getting stoned.
Johanna Fisher and her team were well aware of their starâs addiction, but they did nothing to try and stop her because it left her at their mercy. Johanna had never attempted to persuade her client to stop abusing alcohol or cocaine, or to try to wean herself off them. As long as Annyâs excesses left no mark on her face, and the cinematographers did not complain, Johanna would let her do whatever she wantedâparticularly as it was grist for the mill of the rumormongers and paparazzi.
âDonât you want to hear the news about the film?â
âI was about to ask you, Johanna.â
âTheyâve suspended production, but the studio is delighted. The producers say itâs great publicity, because hundreds of newspapers have covered the story of your fall, and at the same time theyâve mentioned the title of the film, the director, and the cast. In terms of promotional investment, itâs the equivalent of a windfall of two million dollars, all without spending a cent. Theyâre over the moon. Theyâre waiting for you to come back. As soon as youâre back on set, the reporters will be there, too. Okay?â
âOkay.â
âThe doctors say it will take two weeks? In any case, we can figure something out for the close-ups and medium shots; for the long shots where we need you on your feet, either weâll use a stand-in or Iâll get them to change the schedule and wait a little longer. But letâs not fantasize, Anny: you have to get back to work as soon as possible, otherwise the producers will replace you without a backward glance. Thanks to you and your âaccident,â their film is getting a fair amount of publicity and visibility, all to their advantage; theyâre not going to drop it. So itâs better for them to communicate on the basis of your continuing contribution rather than to replace you with some starlet.â
âThey would do that?â
âNo one is indispensable, darling.â
âI thought anything but.â
âYouâre joking?â
âAn artist is unique. You cannot replace Picasso with Matisse.â
âWhoâs talking about art, toots? Youâre making movies in Hollywood. Whatâs more, when a producer has enough money for a Picasso, he can easily buy a Matisse.â
Johanna Fisher stood up, annoyed sheâd had to start philosophizing. For her, explanations were a waste of time and money. Particularly when it was about something that was perfectly obvious.
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Feeling somewhat reassured, Anny gave herself over to acting the convalescent. Her young body was recovering much more quickly than Dr. Sinead had anticipated, so much so that the clinicâs physiotherapists were all trying to take credit for it.
Only Ethan the nurse was aware of the hours Anny spent drifting unhappily, her panicked gazes in the morning, her nocturnal fears, the flashes of anxiety that left her thundering against what seemed to be unbearable pain, and begging for an extra dose of morphine. He had noticed her tendency to dodge things, her gift at sidestepping investigation, the silences that drowned her answers, her talent for cultivating a constant haze; and he felt his concern growing whenever he saw the smile of release spread over Annyâs lovely face, the moment she slipped into unconsciousness after an injection.
One evening he could not help but ask her, âHow are you going to manage once youâre out of the
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