Navidad, Sister,â Luisa said, bowed, and rushed out the door.
Sister Rachel walked to the doorway to Monarchâs room. She walked in quietly, not wanting to wake him, and scanned the various machines monitoring and aiding his recovery. Luisa was right. His vitals were stronger.
The missionary doctor sat and studied Monarch, feeling conflicted. On the one hand, she loved Robin like a son. On the other, he was a constant source of worry, puzzlement, and uncertainty. It had been so right from the beginning.
Almost twenty years before, in the middle of the night, Claudio Fortunato had run into her clinic in the Villa Miserie, the worst slum in Buenos Aires. He brought her to el ano , a garbage dump where the poorest of the poor scavenged for survival. There she found young Robin Monarch sprawled in the mud.
He had been stabbed through the ribs and into his right lung, which had collapsed. Sheâd managed to save his life physically, but had found it much harder to reach him spiritually.
The process had taken months, but in Sister Rachelâs memories that Christmas Eve, the arc of time shrank into moments. She saw herself by his bedside in the old slum clinic, gesturing to the gang tattoo on young Robinâs inner right forearm after heâd grown strong enough to sit up.
â Is that what you plan to do when youâre well?â Sister Rachel asked. âGo back to your life with La Fraternidad de Ladrones? The Brotherhood of Thieves?â
Angered, Robin said, âIâve got no other life. My parents were murdered. I lived on the trash heaps in the ano , Sister. I ate garbage, Sister. The brotherhood rescued me, Sister.â
âAnd the brotherhood almost killed you,â she said.
Robin said nothing, looked away.
âWho stabbed you?â Sister Rachel asked.
Robin looked over at her and shrugged. âJust some random guy.â
âYou must think Iâm stupid.â
He blinked, but then shook his head. âI donât, Sister. Youâre a great doctor. You saved my life.â
âYes, I did, though Iâm beginning to wonder why.â
That seemed to upend him. âWhy? Didnât you take like some kind of oath to help people or something?â
âYou didnât think Iâd be able to piece it together from your wounds? The slashes high on your right arm, the cut across your left wrist? You were in a knife fight.â
âNo,â Robin began.
âYouâre lying to me,â Sister Rachel said. âYour whole life has been spent lying, hasnât it? Lies, upon lies, one emptiness after the other. Lies are all you have to look forward to if you return to your old life, Robin. Sooner or later, the lies will disintegrate under the weight of truthâthey always doâand youâll be in some other hospital or prison bed, or dead with an empty soul to show to God.â
Sister Rachel fell silent for a long moment. âOr you can decide to end the lying and the deception and the thieving and the violence and become a better person, a stronger person, a person whose soul God would find worthy.â
Robin gaped at her as she got up from his bedside, and made to leave.
âMy soul has already been emptied,â Robin called after her retreating figure. âGod will already find me unworthy, Sister. Itâs over for me.â
The missionary doctor turned, her face softening. âGod never finds the living unworthy, Robin. God always gives us a chance to redeem ourselves.â
âWhat does that mean, redeem?â
Sister Rachel returned to his bedside. âIt means that you take another path, a better one that helps make up for whatever it is youâve done before.â
âI donât understand.â
She thought for a moment. âHave you ever seen a balance beam scale?â
âYou mean like fenceâs have?â
Sister Rachel winced, but said, âExactly. And now I want you to think of
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