big orders for heirloom tomato seeds.â
I nodded. Dad didnât have much help during the last seed harvest. I had Academic Team and Mock Trial. Cyrus had nothing but time, but he spent his in an Oxy-coma. Tomatoes were big business, all things being relative. They were the Google of the organic seed world.
Jane slammed a drawer and Dad and I jumped.
âI donât give two shits about tomatoes if they donât pay the damn mortgage,â she muttered. I scooted out of my chair and gave my dad a look. He forced a smile and rolled his eyes to heaven. I wondered if he could see Mom when he looked up there.
ââNight, guys,â I said, putting my bowl in the sink. I moved into the shadows of the hallway and stopped at the stairwell, waiting for the explosion. It took only a few seconds to detonateâDad was the one to set it off.
âDammit, Janey, you know Iâm doing the best I can!â
âNo.â Her tone was scathing, a blade of fury. âYour best would be selling off this land and getting a real fucking job.â
âWhat happened to our dream? Living off the land? Growing a life that matters?â He lowered his voice. âHaving a baby?â
That one was a punch in the gut. It was the first time Iâd ever heard them talking about having kids. A kid that belonged to both of them. But Jane just laughed.
âAre you kidding? We canât pay our bills as it is, Craig! How in the hell would we pay for diapers?â
âWe could use those cloth ones . . .â
âLook.â Jane sounded tired. âWeâre not having a babyuntil we can break even. Right now weâre in so deep, weâre lucky they havenât taken the farm already.â
âI know. Iâm working on it.â
She didnât respond to that, but her silence said enough. A moment later, Cyrus started pounding up the basement stairsâI could feel each stomp through the floorboards. When he got to the landing, he brushed past me like a man with an agenda.
âHey there, Cy-Guy,â I heard my dad say brightly. âHowâre you feeling?â
âNot so good, actually. I was wondering . . .â
All three of us knew what was coming next. I peeked around the corner, my lip curled in disgust.
â. . . could you lend me a few bucks? Lennonâs girlfriend, Maddie, is taking a massage therapy class at the Learning Annex. She said sheâd work on my knee if I wanted, but sheâs still gonna charge me for it.â
âThat sounds like a great idea, son,â Dad said. âHow much do you need?â
I inched forward in time to see Cyrus shrug.
âI dunno. Sixty bucks or so.â
Dad reached into his pocket and pulled out his wallet. He counted out some cash.
âWill forty-eight do it?â Dad asked. Cy looked disappointed, but reached for the money anyway.
âYeah, I guess itâll have to.â
As Cyrus headed for the back door, I watched his left hand; it was gripping the money like it was a dirty napkinor some kind of garbage. There went my chemistry lab fee. There went my brother. I shook my head. Nothing seemed to leave that house quicker than family or cash.
The only reason I ever went into the basement was because the washer and dryer were at the foot of the stairs. I never made it past the utility sink; I wasnât interested in seeing what my brother had turned it into. But, for once, I felt differently. I needed a blatantly obvious reminder of exactly what my lab fee was funding.
It was hours later, just after midnight, when I stepped down onto the old shag carpet, which was almost crunchy with dry rot. Our basement had the same cool dampness of everyone elseâs, plus the tinge of Cyrus Smoke and some sort of decay.
The space was technically unfinished, but Dad put up enough drywall to make a bedroom. Once Cyrus hurt his kneeâwell, once heâd seen Dr. Frankâhe asked Dad to set him up down
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