streetlamp and stared up at the windows to Papaâs study. Then he left.â
âHe was probably only a vagrant,â said Phillip, relaxing a bit. âBut if you see him again, have Theakston fetch the police.â
Jo had to work up her courage to ask her next question. âDid Papa ⦠Did he have someone? Someone else, I mean.â
Phillip looked confused. âI donât understand,â he said.
âSomeone besides my mother. Could Eleanor Owens be that someone?â
âGood God, Josephine!â Phillip exclaimed, upset again. âHow does a well-brought-up young lady even know to ask such a thing? There certainly was not someone besides your mother!â
Jo winced at her uncleâs sharp tone, but she was relieved to know her father had not kept a mistress.
âIâve had quite enough of these questions,â Phillip warned. âI know why youâre asking them, but you must stop. Itâs not healthy. You wonât find a reason. Iâve already tried. All youâll do is torture yourself.â
Jo started to protest, to tell him she was sure they could find the reason, if only they kept looking, but he held up a finger, silencing her.
âDonât speak. Think, Jo. Think of what youâve just said. Youâve talked about disagreements with the partners and the possibility of your father consorting with strange-looking men and inappropriate women. Does any of that sound like him? Does it explain why he took his life? No. All it does is dishonor his memory,â Phillip said angrily.
Jo didnât reply; she just looked down at her hands, folded in her lap. Her uncleâs words, she knew, were intended to make her feel ashamed of herself. That was what people did when they wanted to stop a girl from doing somethingâthey shamed her.
Donât fill your plate; itâs greedy. Donât wear bright colors; youâll look fast. Donât ask so many questions; people will think you bold.
âThink, too, of how irresponsibly you behaved,â Phillip continued. âYouâre lucky you were not seen at Park Row. Not by anyone who matters, I mean. Weâre all lucky.â
âWhat do you mean all ?â Jo asked, lifting her eyes to his.
Phillip didnât reply right away. When he did, Jo sensed he was choosing his words carefully.
âIâve worked very hard to keep the truth of your fatherâs death out of the newspapers. Had I not, your chances of making a good match wouldâve been ruined. There was talk in the days following his passing, and I donât want it stirred up again. When you go places you shouldnât, and speak with people you shouldnât, you risk doing just that. I know how deeply youâre grieving, Jo, but donât let that grief be your undoing. Thatâs the last thing your father wouldâve wanted.â
Eddie was right about that, too, Jo realized. Uncle Phillip did pay the authorities to say Papaâs death was accidental.
Phillip reached for her hand. âA womanâs entire happiness depends on her marriage, and I intend for you to make an excellent one.â
Jo nodded, feigning acquiescence. She knew her uncle only wanted the best for her, but she couldnât do what he was askingâshe couldnât stop trying to find answers, and she couldnât put her feelings in a neat little box. Her father had taken his life. Something had driven him to it, and that something must have been terrible.
He was gone, but his ghost lingeredâin the quiet streets of Gramercy Square, in the hushed rooms of her house, in the hollows of her heart. It would haunt her forever unless she could find out why.
Phillip, still holding her hand, said, âIâve treated you as an adult, Jo, and now I expect you to behave like one. Your mother has not guessed the truth, and Iâm glad of that. Likewise your aunt and cousins. I implore you to carry on bravely and
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