that.â
âWhat about a day off?â
In unison: âHeâd never forgive us for that!â
There were variations on the theme, but thatâs what it always boiled down to.
When Beg realised that he was quietly singing to himself the song about Rebekka and the roses, he clenched his teeth and turned on the car radio. Why had his mother taught him a Jewish song? He couldnât ask her anymore. The song was so much a part of the obvious in his life that only now, at the age of fifty-three, did he ask himself how it had ended up among his belongings. He had an older sister who might know, but theyâd lost contact a long time ago. She, too, had once belonged to the obvious things in his life â until one day theyâd had an argument that was never laid aside, and the many years that had slipped in between had rendered the silence permanent.
Far out in front of him was a truck. Beg looked at the speedometer. He was driving at a hundred and ten himself, and wasnât getting any closer.
Dilemma.
It annoyed him that he wasnât catching up. This whole worn-out service-car thing annoyed him. And it annoyed him, too that, when it came to his service car, he was such a moralist.
He pressed the pedal to the floor. Gradually, he came up alongside.
The truck driver was not only going too fast, he also kept swerving across the white lines.
Beg slapped the rotating light onto the roof and manoeuvred the truck onto the shoulder of the road. Sighing and peeping, it came to a halt behind him. There was a moment of silence, some intentional shilly-shallying â Beg liked to drag that out a little. As though you held sway over time itself.
He climbed out, all his movements equally deliberate. Once he was standing beside the car, he stuck his billy club into his belt. The truckâs engine was idling. He looked up the side of the cab, and the driver rolled down the window. Beg gestured to him to climb down.
âYouâre allowed to go a hundred and thirty here,â the man said.
âGet out, please.â
The door swung open, and the man climbed down, grumbling. âA hundred and thirty, I swear.â
Beg shook his head. He pointed back down the road. âYou went through an eighty-kilometre zone back there.â
âYou moved the signs yourself â¦â
âWhile driving, you repeatedly swerved from lane to lane. Have you been drinking?â
âNo, man, I donât even drink. Could I see your I.D.?â
He was a man of around thirty, wearing jeans, sneakers. The new generation: healthy, haughty, with an almost palpable contempt for authority. They didnât know how things had been. They had never lacked for a thing; theyâd had their bread buttered on both sides.
Begâs badge gleamed in the light from the open cab.
âWhatâs up with you guys?â the driver said. âWhat do you think youâre doing? You guys are fucking up everything, really.â
He turned around and placed a foot on the first step up to the cab.
âDonât do that,â Beg said.
The man looked over his shoulder. âGotta get my papers.â
âYouâre holding them in your hand.â
âOther papers.â He took another step, and was off the ground now.
Beg felt the hairs on his neck bristle. He rested his hand on the billy club. âGet down here.â
The driver stepped back onto the ground. âYouâre the third one today. The third. Do you understand what that means, the third? A syndicate, thatâs what you guys are. Organised crime. Could I see your hands?â
Beg was thrown off balance by the question. What was wrong with his hands?
âYour hands,â the man asked again. His tone was conciliatory; the vortex of rage seemed to have subsided. There was something compelling about him, something that â if he werenât a citizen whoâd committed a moving violation, and Beg not an officer in the
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