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But I held on to Avisâs arm for another moment. âBudget cuts? What kind of budget cuts? What are you going to have to cut? â
Avis looked at me strangely. âI . . . donât know yet, Jodi. But we do need to pray.â
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S omething about the way Avis looked at me made me nervous. Budget cuts? Was she implying sheâd have to trim the size of her staff? I trailed after her and perched on the arm of the couch as she opened her Bible to get Yada Yada started. But my mind was scanning through the teachers at Bethune Elementary. Thereâd been three new hires since Iâd come on staff two years agoâbut all three had left at the end of last year.
My heart sank. Nope. I was still the newbie. If she had to let someone go, itâd be âlast hired, first fired.â
Oh God. I canât lose my job! Avis wouldnâtâwould she?
I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to focus on what she was saying. âMany of us are facing major challenges right now.â Avis glanced around the group. âRuth is pregnantââ
âAt her age.â Yo-Yo snickered. Sitting on the floor in front of Ruth, she promptly got a whack on the back of her head. âOw! â
Avisâs mouth twitched and almost smiled. But she went on. âNony, of course, is caring for Mark,who came home from the hospital this weekââ
âThank ya, Jesus! Thank ya!â Florida wagged her head. âMmhm.â
ââbut still has a long road of rehabilitation ahead.â
âHave mercy, Señor,â Delores breathed.
I could tell Avis was struggling to stay on point. Would she mention that her own household had just doubled overnight?
But she flipped pages in her big Bible. âBefore we share whatâs on our hearts and pray for one another, letâs first line up with the Word of God. Paulâs letter to the Philippians, chapter four, verse six says, âDo not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.â â
Familiar words. Seemed as if I needed to come back to this particular scripture like I needed three squares a day. I took in a deep breath and let it out slowly. OK, God, I get it. I shouldnât get uptight before I even know whatâs what about the budget cuts. Maybe it doesnât have anything to do with my job . . .
Fat chance. Worry niggled at my prayer. Youâre toast, Jodi Baxter.
But I pressed on. But You said we can bring our requests to You, so please, Godâ
ââwith thanksgiving,â Avis said. âSo before we bring our requests to God, letâs spend a few minutes thanking Him for Who He is and for all Heâs done for us.â
OK. So I was jumping the gun. I shifted gears and joined the litany of thanks offered there in my living room by a chorus of female voices. âYou are awesome, God! We love You!â âGod, You are God all by Yourself, and You all about takinâ our messes and makinâ things straightâhallelujah!â âThank You, Jesus, for Chandaâs new house.â âOoo, yes, Jesus! I tank You!â âThank You, Lord God, for all the ways You provide for usâjobs and income and food on our tables.â (I snuck âjobsâ in there.) âAnd thank You for Ruth and Benâs babyââ
âYes! Yes!â followed that prayer and then silence. Large in every-oneâs heart was the concern, Would this baby make it? I peeked through my eyelashes at Ruth. She was blowing her nose into a lace-edged hankie.
âUh, God. Iâm new at this prayer stuff.â Becky Wallaceâs eyes were squeezed shut. I guiltily shut my own. âBut I wanna thank You for the sisters in this group and all the love theyâve poured out on me and Little
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