for a second. Wetly. He pulled back. His face was bright red.
âIâll practice,â he said. âMy brother can . . . Then weâll practice. I have to go.â He picked up his tube, smiled at me, and ran away.
As soon as I got on my train, I wondered what I was doing. I should have been figuring out how to stay popular, but instead, Iâd chosen one of the least popular kids for my boyfriend.
And what was so stupid about that? I liked him. The spell would end and Iâd have a boyfriend I liked who didnât care that it ended.
But everybody else would care, and I cared about everybody else. Maybe I shouldnât have, but I did. I remembered the line in Hamlet that Jared had quoted, âTo thine own self be true.â But who was mine own self? Thatâs what I wanted to know.
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I got home at four. As soon as I walked in, Ardis called, wanting to hear about my afternoon with Jared. When I told her about the caricature, she wanted a preview before I took it to school tomorrow. I asked her if she could come over.
âWe could walk Reggie together,â I said, âand you could get to know him better.â And she could get to know me better.
I heard her take a deep breath. âWilma, I am a little bit afraid of dogs. Reggie seems great, butââ
âReggie wouldnât hurt you.â
âIt might. Animals hate me.â
âReggie doesnât hate anybody, but never mind. Youâll see the caricatures tomorrow.â
âLook, Iâll come. But if Iâm too scared, Iâm going home. And if it eats me, my dad is a lawyer and heâllââ
âHe wonât eat you.â
I hung up. What a day! I hadnât had a friend over in months. And Iâd never had a boyfriend.
Reggie started barking and then the doorbell rang. I made him sit and stay, which stopped his barking.
âWhere did it go?â Ardis said as I opened the door. âOh. I forgot how big it is. I have to go now.â
âCome on in. Reggie, stay.â
âYouâre sure itâs safe?â She inched into our apartment.
âUh-huh. Do you want to pet him?â
âNo thanks.â
âHeâs wagging his tail at you,â I said.
âThatâs because it canât wait to eat me.â She laughed nervously. âCan I pet it later?â
âSure.â
âMaybe a year from now?â
âWhenever.â Whether or not weâre friends then. I reached for his leash. As soon as he realized he was getting an extra walk, he was all over me, jumping, licking, wagging.
Ardis stood back. âArenât you scared it will knock you over?â
Outside, I let him pull me to the nearest lamppost, but then I made him behave.
âAnimals donât like me,â Ardis said.
âReggie likes you.â
âI went to horseback-riding camp the summer after sixth grade. The horses hated me.â
âThey couldnât have.â
âThey did. On one ride, my horse kept putting its head down to eat grass, and everybody in our bunk got ahead of me, and the counselors didnât notice. I was alone with the horse, and I kept thinking it was going to throw me off and then trample me. That was one horse. Another one walked so near the trees that branches kept hitting me.â
I said, âI donât know about horses, but dogs will listen if youâre consistent and if you . . .â
Ardis had the same expression people have when they watch a TV program somebody else picked. Polite, and annoyed. But what did she want me to say? Didnât she want to learn about animals? I tried to figure it out. What would I want to hear if I was talking about being scared of something?
At BeeBeeâs sleepover, when I was uncomfortable about the chopsticks, I wouldnât have wanted anybody to tell me how much fun it was to eat with them, or how easy they were to handle. That would have made me feel
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