playing dolls last month?â
I laugh and tug my hem. âPapa, donât be daft!â
âBy God, but you are her image.â He mutters it, hoarse, as if she left us yesterday and his knees are raw from vigil.
I hold my breath and will him to say more. Anything. To tell me her favorite flowers. Whether she liked sweets. What she might have thought of this place, of what he goes to do today.
âWell, weâd best be off,â my father finally says, and yet again all my willing comes to naught.
Even though the castle is a stoneâs throw from our door, my father has hired horses so that we might arrive as befits our new station. We ride up Castle Street toward the Kingâs Gate, and weâre just crossing the weed-choked castle ditch when my mouth falls open.
The castle wall that faces the town is not made of the same purple-banded stone as the town walls or the rest of the castle. Itâs made of sturdy wooden palisades limewashed and stained to ape the stone. The wall still rises so sheer and high it hurts my neck to look at the top, but I held Caernarvon to be a great massive pillar of stone, solid as an anvil and mighty as a saintâs resolve.
The castle is not as it seems.
The sentries at the Kingâs Gate nod us through. Inside, the purple-banded parts form a meandering, drunken shell thatâs still webbed with scaffolding and awash in mud.
Edgeley and its greening yardlands are a world away, like something from a nursery story.
My father dismounts before a wooden hall thatâs ochered a deep red, and I do likewise. Itâs not made of purple-banded stone, but at least it makes no pretense of being something itâs not.
A man with a falcon-sharp face and a heavy gold chain about his shoulders beckons my father to the front of the hall. My father squeezes my elbow and departs, so I slump on a bench and cinch my arms over my belly. No one sits next to me. As other burgesses take seats, I catch sight of Emmaline de Coucy and her parents across the aisle.
Emmaline is wearing a gown of the red Flanders finespun that nearly got Nicholas amerced and landed me unjustly in Court Baron. She lifts a cheerful hand when she sees me.
I face forward.
Even petting my motherâs vellet does not cheer me. Seeing that finespun on Emmalineâs back puts me in mind of my stolen altar cloth, which puts me in mind of Alice and Agnes and how far away they are. How far away Edgeley is.
My father places his hand on a wood-bound book held out by the gold-shouldered man and swears to maintain the privileges of Caernarvon and conduct the townâs business thoroughly and a lot of other things I pay little heed to because Iâm too busy wishing the castle were more like it should be and wondering whoâs noticing me since Iâm wearing my motherâs gown and hating Emmaline for her sleek, effortless plaits while mine look hagstirred from the buffeting wind off the strait.
The gathered burgesses abruptly raise a cheer. My father clasps wrists with the gold-shouldered man, then steps into a crowd of burgesses who all clap him on the back or clasp his wrist or both.
Good. Itâs done.
I rise and shake out my gown. Thereâs a clammy skin of sweat over my whole body. My hair is heavy and damp on my neck.
Something seizes my arm. My father, and heâs grinning like a well-fed monk.
âOh, sweeting, itâs set and sealed! I couldnât be happier!â
I could. If a runner brought word that my uncle Roger was dead and we could go home to Edgeley. If I had that dratted gown of finespun on Emmalineâs back, which is rightfully mine. If I had a mouthful of wine.
âIt was lovely, Papa,â I lie. âWhere are the horses?â
My father beams down on me. âItâs not over, sweeting. Whenever they swear in a new man, they must check that the townâs liberties havenât been encroached upon, so we must walk the boundary
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