course.â Kathryn takes her notebook from her bag and flips through it, stopping when she sees the summaries she wrote just an hour ago.
Gail: Needs control. Is her life more out of control than she wants to admit?
Flavia: Brave. Beautiful. Seems like a risk-taker.
Bridget: Young, raw. In shock.
Lizzy: Uses her husbandâs desire for her as a barometer of her own self-worth.
Hannah: A good listener. But holding back.
âIâd rather you not turn to your notes at the moment. I think it would be best if you just answer my questions. Did you explain that the group wasnât a place to judge others?â OâReilly asks.
âI did. But I think Bridget felt judged by Gail, and thatâs what sparked her anger.â
OâReilly rubs her chin. âYou know, after Bridgetâs interview I said I thought she was volatile. I doubt I would have recommended her.â
âI chose her because she seemed to be in a lot of pain, and she doesnât have a therapist or anyone to really talk to about all this.â
OâReilly takes a deep breath. âPerhaps it would have been better to have told Bridget that individual therapy is generally suggested before diving into a group. Of course itâs too late now. But it might be worth considering if a situation such as this arises in the future. Andââshe wags a fingerââif Bridget is the reason Gail leaves, itâs likely sheâll pin her anger on another member.â
âShe seemed to get along with the others.â
âYes, because she had Gail. But really, you must understand without Gail, she will find someone else to target. Perhaps I should call Gail and speak with her,â OâReilly suggests.
âI think we should wait and see if she returns.â Kathryn looks at the clock on the desk. Itâs already five past four. This session needs to end.
âNo, I think a check-in call would be good. I donât see what harm it could do, and Gail did have confidence in me. Perhaps I could reassure her.â
Kathryn pushes aside her bangs. âI know she likes you and has faith in you, but Iâd like to see if I can build a relationship with her on my own. So, if you wouldnât mindâ¦â
OâReilly nods enthusiastically. âYes, I see your point. Why donât we see what happens next week then, give you more time to form a bond.â
âThank you,â Kathryn says.
âBut if Gail does come next Wednesday, itâs imperative that you provide a safe environment for every group member.â
For the moment, Kathryn feels relief that her supervisor wonât be calling Gail, who might report that Hannah was having doubts about returning as well.
âIâll do that,â Kathryn says.
âIf she is not there, Iâd like you to call me first thing Thursday morning. Then I would need to contact her and see whatâs going on.â
âAll right.â She looks at the clock again, then stands. âIâm sorry, but Iâm meeting someone in half an hour.â Just last week, she read an article about how lying to your supervisor is a form of denial. Itâs probably true, and Kathryn promises herself she will think about her behavior, but at the moment, she only wants out.
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Gail
Gail is fifty-nine today. She doesnât remind Jonah of her birthday when he makes the coffee and she cuts the cantaloupe.
âWell,â he says, after he finishes breakfast, âIâm off.â With his gray eyes set too close, his ears too large, and his thin lips, he might not be the most objectively handsome of men, but he has what Gail lovesâan intelligent, thoughtful countenance.
He walks to where she sits and places a light kiss on her cheek. The touch is electric. Magical even. But then heâs gone, and sheâs left with her lukewarm tea and a body that feels lethargic.
Slowly, she pushes herself up from the table and takes
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