waterproof,â Darius replied, accepting his cup. âRain or shine, this whole summer is a lark to them, as it should be.â
âTheyâve gotten a lot done this week. Thereâs not a sapling standing in the yard, the beds are dug and planted, the vegetables are in, and the drive is looking better.â
Darius regarded Val by the flickering light of a single candle. âBut you are not satisfied.â
âWith them? Of course I am. Theyâre good boys, and they work hard. Iâm lucky to have them.â
âWith them, maybe, not with yourself.â
âAnd you are such a paragon of self-satisfaction?â The last thing Val wanted at the end of yet another grueling day was Darius Lindsey peering into his soul.
âYou will take the boys and Mrs. Fitz to Candlewick tomorrow,â Darius replied. âGet some decent cooking into you, play Belmontâs grand piano for a few hours, and set yourself to rights.â
Val was silent a long time, until he expelled a hard breath and set his mug down on the bricks under the stove. âI will not be playing Belmontâs piano or any other, and I will thank you not to raise the matter before others.â He crossed the room in two strides and sat on his bunk, hauling off his boots and tossing them hard against the opposite wall.
âSo thatâs what all the gloves are about?â Darius asked, reclining on his cot. âYour left hand is still buggered up?â
âHow did you know?â
âI have eyes, Valentine. It took me about two days to figure out you own the worldâs largest collection of gloves, because youâve bought them ready-made in two different sizes. From there, I observed your left hand is swollen, the thumb, index, and middle fingers noticeably red and painful-looking. You make every effort not to favor the hand for fine tasks but beat it to death on manual labor. One has to wonder if your actions are well advised.â
âFairly forbid me the piano,â Val bit out. âSo I donât play the bloody piano.â
âAnd does your hand improve?â
âNot much.â Val tried to match his companionâs casual tone. âAt first, there was some improvement, but lately, itâs no better. I might as well use it for what I can, while I can.â
âYou say that like you are angry at your hand,â Darius mused, âthough you do every kind of rough work there is to do with it, and you certainly make me look like Iâm barely pulling my weight most days.â
âI do every kind of work the common laborers do,â Val corrected him. He rose and crossed the room to where his boots lay against the far wall and set them tidily next to the door. âI just canât do the kind of work I was born to do.â
âAnd that would be?â
âPlay the piano. My art is how I go on, Darius, and the only thing I know how to do well enough to matter.â
âDoing it a bit dramatic, donât you think?â Darius crossed his arms behind his head and regarded Val where he once again sat on his cot.
âNo, I donât think. Were I going to be dramatic, Iâd slit my wrists, hang myself, or jump into the Thames when the tide was leaving.â
âValentine.â Darius sat up. âThat is not funny.â
âHow funny do you think it feels not to be able to play the piano when itâs all Iâve done of worth in the past twenty-some years? I did not excel at school, and I canât point to an illustrious career like my brother, the former cavalry officer. I havenât Westhavenâs head for business. I wasnât a jolly good time like Bart or a charmer like Vic. But, by God, I could play the piano .â
âAnd you can build stone walls and referee between Day and Phil and keep an eye on Nick Haddonfield when he hares all over the Home Counties,â Darius retorted. âDo you think one activity defines