had always been a very traditional affair. Apart from that year when everyone had come out to California to his beach house, to celebrate with him and Clara. Clara had cooked a full English roast and theyâd eaten it in the sunshine. The stockings had hung by the artisan steel-and-glass fire display, looking out of place in their red velvet glory.
It hadnât been traditional, maybe, but heâd been happy. Happyâand terrified, he realised now. Scared that it could all go wrong. That heâd screw it up.
Theyâd gone from meeting to marriage so fast, and never even thought to talk about what their lives together would look like. And it had never felt real, somehow. As if, from the moment heâd said âI doâ in that clichéd Vegas chapel, heâd been waiting for it to end. For Clara to realise that he wasnât enough, that she couldnât rely on him. That he was bound to hurt her, eventually.
Even his family knew better than to trust him with anything more than business. Work was easy. People were breakable.
Heâd woken up the next morning to find Clara gone, a note propped up against the bracelet heâd given her the day before.
Jacob shook away the memories and called out. âAny chance of a mince pie?â
His mum appeared from the kitchen instantly, a tartan apron wrapped over her skirt and blouse. âJacob! What a surprise. Why didnât you call and let us know you were coming?â
âSpur-of-the-moment decision.â He pressed a kiss to her cheek. âIs Dad here?â
âUpstairs. Working, of course.â She rolled her eyes. âI thought he might slow down a bit once...well, never mind. He seems happy enough.â
âThink we can risk interrupting him? Iâve got something to talk to you both about.â He knew as soon as he said it that it was a mistake, but it was too late. His motherâs eyes took on the sort of gleam that meant she was picturing grandchildren, and the smile she gave him made him fear for his life once heâd explained what was actually happening.
âBy all means,â she said, grabbing his arm and leading him towards the stairs. âItâll do him good to take a break, anyway. Now, let me see if I can guess...â
âItâs nothing to do with a woman,â Jacob said quickly, then realised that wasnât strictly true. âWell, not in the way youâre thinking, anyway.â
âSo youâre saying I shouldnât buy a hat but I might want to start thinking about nursery curtains?â
âNo! Definitely not that.â The very thought of it made him shudder. If people were breakable, children were a million times more so. Heâd learnt that early enough. Fatherhood was one responsibility heâd proved himself incapable of, and sworn never to have. And, given how badly heâd screwed up his marriage, it just proved that was the right decision.
His mother might be disappointed now, but even she had to accept that. There was, after all, a reason why sheâd never asked him to babysit Heather again. Not after the accident.
Jacob sighed as they reached the top of the stairs. There was no way out of this that wasnât going to make things worse. âJust...wait. Letâs go and find Dad. Then youâll both know soon enough.â
James Fosterâs office was at the far end of the hallway, its window looking out over the apple orchard behind the house. Jacob knocked on the door and waited, feeling like a sixteen-year-old boy again, in trouble because his science marks werenât quite as high as they needed to be.
In the end, of course, it had been his flair for business that had taken the family company to new heights, not his scientific talents. For him, science had become something to work around rather than to experiment in. It was safer that way.
âCome in.â
Even his dadâs voice sounded tired, Jacob realised.
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