âI know. Believe me, I know.â
He glanced down at the baby and saw that she had finally fallen asleep. He lowered his voice to a whisper. âIâll put her down for the night. Do you want her on your bed again?â
âI think the portable crib tonight. You can set it up in my room, next to the bed. Iâll get a blanket to put in the bottom.â
She followed him down the hall, then held the baby while he set up the portable crib theyâd brought with them from Dolanâs. Cord caught a glimpse of her face for just an instant before she realized he was looking. There was a raw yearning there every bit as deep as his own. Gently he took the baby and placed her in the crib, then reached out to brush a stray curl from Sharon Lynnâs cheek. She trembled at his touch, then gazed at him with an anguished expression.
This time he was the one who whispered, âDonât. Donât look ahead. Sheâs with us now.â
She gave him a wavery smile. âYes, she is. Sheâs with us now.â
When they returned to the kitchen and dinner was on the table, neither of them seemed to have much of an appetite. Though it was the last thing in theworld he wanted, Cord drew in a deep breath and said, âMaybe your family is right. Maybe this isnât such a good thing.â
She stared at him with obvious shock. âWhat are you saying?â
âThere are professionals, people who deal with this kind of case all the time.â
âSheâs not a case, â Sharon Lynn protested vehemently. âSheâs a baby. She needs me.â
âAnd you need her,â he suggested cautiously, recognizing that his own needs ran just as deep and were just as troubling. âThatâs the real danger, isnât it?â
âOkay, yes,â she said, her eyes glittering with defiance âBut sheâs all that matters. Until we know more, sheâs staying with me and thatâs final.â
âI just donât want to see you hurt.â
âPeople get hurt all the time. They live with it,â she said flatly.
âSome pain can be avoided, though.â
âSheâs staying, Cord. If it turns out thereâs family to take her, somebody who can care for her properly, give her the love she deserves, Iâll deal with it.â
She said it with the strength and conviction of someone whoâd survived other losses. Cord wondered if he could say it as readily. Heâd spent even less time with the babyâAshleyâand already he was ready to fight to hold on to her. It was a totally irrational response, one based on emotions, not logic, but that was pretty much how heâd lived his life. His gut instincts hadnât steered him wrong yet.
âWeâll wait and see, then,â he said finally.
â We? Iâm the one responsible for her,â Sharon Lynn protested. âWhen did you get a say in what happens?â
Cordâs jaw tightened at the attempt to dismiss him. âFriday night, when I found her in the snow.â
âIf you hadnât been there, I would have heard the thump. I would have found her.â
âBut I was there,â he reminded her quietly. âIf thereâs a decision to be made, we talk it over, understood? Weâre in this together, darlinâ. Get used to it.â
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Sharon Lynn didnât know what to make of a man like Cord Branson. How many men would assume responsibility for an abandoned baby? How many would insist on being a part of any decisions that were made? The men in her family would have, even worrywort, by-the-book Justin, but Adams men were a breed apart. She hadnât met many others like them.
Of course, as a practical matter, Cord was at White Pines. The baby was here in town with her. She was responsible for the day-to-day care, the middle-of-the-night feedings, the diaper changes, juggling the baby and work. How often was Cord likely to pop in for a
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