tomorrowâshe keeps on changing her mind and itâs driving me mad. I donât know where I am with herâ¦â
âLook here, Lancreste,â began Barbara.
âNo,â he said, interrupting her. âNo, itâs no use. Iâll just have to marry her and hope for the best. Sheâs illâI told you that, didnât I?â
âYes.â
âYes, ill in bedâand the rooms are awful. They didnât look so bad when we took them and of course we thought sheâd be out most of the time. I thought Mother would ask herâbut Mother wonâtâand there she is in bed. I donât know whatâs the matter with her. She wonât let me get the doctor.â
âIâll go and see her, Lancreste,â Barbara said. It seemed the only thing to say.
âOh, Mrs. Abbott!â cried Lancreste. âOh, if only you would! â
âIâll get my hat,â said Barbara.
As they walked along the street together toward Miss Bessertonâs rooms Lancreste continued to talk about her, and (although his tale was extremely incoherent) a sort of composite picture of the unfortunate affair formed itself bit by bit in Barbaraâs mind. He had met Pearl at a party in London and had fallen for her suddenly and completely. One moment she had meant nothing to him at all (she was just an ordinary girl that he had been introduced to at a party) and the next moment he was a slave. The odd thing was he appeared to have very few illusions about her; he seemed to realize she was as hard as nails and completely selfish, but still he was her slave, bound to her chariot wheels by chains of steel.
Barbara listened. She did not understand the affair in the least, but that was not her fault. She did her best for Lancreste by listening intentlyâ¦and as a matter of fact she was so unselfconscious by nature that it was easy to tell her things, so Lancreste found.
Miss Besserton was lying in bed. She looked ill, but not very ill, and she had not omitted to paint her face, which was a good sign, Barbara thought. The room was awfulâas Lancreste had said. It was untidy and sordid; the dressing table was covered with powder; garments lay about in confusion upon every available chair. Lancreste hovered around in an embarrassed manner, asking if he should open the window or light the gas fire or bring another pillow.
âDo go away, Lanky,â said Miss Besserton, waving her hand.
âIâll wait in the hall,â said Lancreste humbly and he disappeared.
Barbara moved some stockings off a chair and sat down near the bed. âIâm so sorry youâre ill,â she said sympathetically.
âIâm miserable,â said Pearl. âOh, it isnât because Iâm ill. Thereâs nothing much the matter with meâitâs just a chill or something. Iâm miserable and Iâm sick of everythingâyou know how you get sometimes.â
âYes,â said Barbara, but she said it doubtfully for she could not remember feeling sick of everything. There was always so much to do and so many interesting people to seeâ¦but of course Iâm lucky, thought Barbara.
âI get like that sometimes,â continued Pearl. âItâs my temperament. Iâm very artistic, you see. I get so as I feel I want to scream at people. Lanky drives me mad.â
âHeâs very fond of you.â
âOh yes, I know. Weâre going to get married soon.â
âWhy?â asked Barbara.
Pearl laughed. âThatâs a funny question! You got married yourself, didnât you?â
âBut if he drives you mad,â began Barbara patiently.
âNot all the time, he doesnât. Lanky can be quite good company sometimes.â
Barbara was speechless.
âIâve knocked about a lot,â continued Pearl. âI left home when I was seventeen. It was too dull. Me and another girl took a flat in townâtwo
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