flight, that was exactly what I needed to forget the fatigue bearing down on my shoulders.
âThat would be wonderful.â I wondered if the smile on my face looked strained.
I spent the entire ride to the hotel trying to look out of the window at England. It was black outside, and the road melted into the sky. All I could see was my pale face staring back at me.Nothing seemed different from New York; it was the same darkness, and the uneasiness had followed me here as well.
With the hotel also in Heathrow, the shuttle bus came to a stop rather quickly. Soon enough, I was dealing with a sour-looking teenage boy, checking me in.
âHow many nights?â His mouth seemed to be fixed in a permanent pucker even when he talked.
âJust one. I have a connecting flight in the morning. They gave me this voucher because the flight I was just on was five hours delayed.â
âRoom one twenty-five.â He handed me a flimsy plastic key.
âThanks.â
Room 125 was on the first floor. With yellow wallpaper, a plain window on one side, and not even a single painting, it wasnât much to look at, but I suppose I should have expected that from a last-minute hotel room near the airport that took airline vouchers.
âWell, I guess this is it.â I tossed my bag onto the bed.
Youâll be safe here for the time being.
I was so glad I had Henley here with me. In a completely foreign land, I needed him even more.
I held my head in my hands.
How are you feeling?
I shrugged. âSo much has happened so quickly. Iâm still trying to wrap my head around everything.â
With the murder?
It still felt strange to use that word. âYeah . . . but also you being here.â
I could understand that.
âWhy did it take you so long?â It was a question that Iâd held since Henley first talked to me. Why did it take him so long to find me? âI thought you were gone for good.â
When I died . . . I didnât know where I was. I thought I had reached some afterlife, but it wasnât exactly what I thought heaven would be.
âWhat was it like?â
Like watching various scenes projected onto millions of tiny picture frames.
âLike a control panel with lots of television screens?â
Henley laughed. Iâm not quite up to date on all the technology Iâve missed the last hundred years.
I ignored that and tried to figure out how to phrase my next question. âAnd . . . where are you?â
In a dark room watching all this.
I was surprised by how quick and definite his answer sounded.
I donât have a concept of how long it took me, but I started to learn to focus myself into one time and one scene. With everything going on at once, itâs all color and noise, but with focus I can make something of it.
âLike youâre doing now?â
It took practice to get to this point. It took practice to find you.
âWhat do you mean?â
He chuckled. Miss Rebecca, youâre a hard one to find, and you donât even know it. Henley paused. Itâs like watching what you would call a video. Two people would be having a conversation, but where one of them should be standing is just blankspace. Itâs as if someone cut you out of a video. A Rebecca-shaped hole. I can hear you, and I can see your outline if I concentrate, but otherwise, itâs as if youâre not there in any time.
I guess we were almost even, save for the fact that I couldnât see Henley at all.
It took me a while to learn how to reach out to you.
âThe typing on my computer?â
And not just that.
âY-you moved my ring that morning. The ring that you gave me.â
I learned many things, including that I shouldnât talk when people are around, because people could hear me when I focused my voice into one place. Henley laughed darkly. I scared many a person that way. Who knew ghost tales could be made true?
I had wondered if
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