holding her so tightly she could barely breath. âI knew it was going to rain,â he said. âI was getting the tents up when you walked off. I thought youâd have sense enough to come back when it started. God, Chris, youâre going to be the death of me. Itâs a wonder I found you.â
Chris was so happy that she was safe and that he was here that she began kissing his neck exuberantly. âI knew youâd find me. I knew it from the moment the ground fell away. One minute I was sitting there and the next I was falling. I wasnât even sure it was raining.â
Ty forcibly pulled her arms from around his neckâand he looked like a man in great pain. âChris,â he said in a pleading voice, âhave you ever seen a grown man cry? I mean really cry? Like a brokenhearted two-year-old?â
âNo, I donât believe I have or that I want to.â She was reaching for him again. âTy,â she said.
He caught her hands in his, holding them together in front of him. âThen please stop this,â he said. âPlease leave me alone. Donât follow me, donât touch me, donât mother me, donât put salve on my back, donât cry when I get mad at you. Donât do anything. Iâm begging you, please.â
Chris leaned toward him. âIt doesnât matter to me that you were in prison. You may think that Iâm of a different class than you but Iâm not. Ty, I think I may be in loveââ
He put his hand over her mouth. âDonât say it. Donât ever say it. I couldnât bear to hear it. Weâve only known each other for a few days and in a few more weâll never see each other again.â
âThe number of days doesnât matter. Do you know how many men have asked me to marry them? I receive proposals in the mail. Iâve been to dinner parties and had two proposals by the end of the meal, but Iâve never even been temptedânot by marriage or by their attempts at seduction. But you, Tynan, youâre the man I want.â
Tyâs face went through one contortion after another and for just a moment, he leaned toward her as if he meant to kiss her. But the next second, he ran from the dry rock cropping, out into the rain.
âDonât you understand that I CANâT? I canât make love to you. Now get up! Weâre going back to camp and donât come near me again.â He grabbed her wrist and pulled her out into the rain with him, then half pushed her up the steep bank. Once on the trail again, he didnât touch her, just pointed the way back to the camp.
Chris knew that some of the water on her face was a deluge of tears but she didnât know how much until she reached the camp. There were three tents set up, one for each of them. Under a tree, its opening facing away from the other two tents, was a tarpaulin that she knew was Tynanâs.
Ty stood back, arms folded over his chest while she went into the tent he pointed to.
It took Chris an hour to change into dry clothes, because her tears kept running down her cheeks. She cried all night long. The first man sheâd ever loved and this had to happen.
When morning came, her face was red and swollen, her nose half again its usual size and her head was aching. When Tynan came to tell her that theyâd stay in the tents until the rain stopped, she couldnât look at him, but just kept her head down and nodded.
By noon, Chris was exhausted from so many hours of crying and thinking, but sheâd made some decisions. Slowly, she built a little fire under the dry leaves of the tent and heated some soup left from the day before.
She took her rain gear from the pile of garments in a corner. There was no furniture in the little tent, just a sleeping roll, a few clothes and now the little fire under the flap outside.
With her back rigid, Chris left the tent. The rain was coming down very hard and when it hit
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