parents, so I put down my plate and go upstairs.
Jayâs bedroom door is shut, as usual, but thereâs no music pumping out, which is kind of unusual, so I give a soft tap on the door and then hover in the hallway with my ear pressed to the wood.
Thereâs a rustling, shifting sort of noise, and then Jay pads over to the door in socks and opens it.
âNot now, Liles,â he says.
His face is pale, and you can see his cheekboneswhere the weightâs come off his face. Thereâs a stench coming out of the room behind him. Sweat, stale air and something else. Something I donât know, but itâs sweet and sour all at once and strong enough to make me cough and back away.
âAre you ill?â I say, because he doesnât look very well. Jay used to have ruddy cheeks and a glow about him underneath the thick brown curly hair.
Now his face is stripped of all pinkness and his hair is dead straight and jet-black.
âIâm fine, Liles,â he says. âI donât feel much like talking, though. Sorry. Maybe tomorrow?â
He shuts the door in my face, gently, but in a way that doesnât invite me to push it open again.
The smell hangs around in the corridor for a moment.
I put my ear to the door again and listen. I canât hear a thing.
Maybe heâs gone to bed.
I go down the hall to my own room and lie on my pink duvet and stare up at my own glow stars for a bit, and then I dig out my homework and do it at the desk, all the time listening for any signs of life in the bedroom next door.
Just after Iâve gone to bed, I hear Jay creep outof his room and down the stairs, and then thereâs the slam of the front door and a shout of protest from Mum and the sound of her and Dad talking in low urgent voices, but I canât work out what theyâre saying.
Jay doesnât come home at all that night.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Phew. Adam Carter still likes me. Shame itâs only as a mate, though.
And Bindi still looks like she wants to kill me. I wish sheâd give me one of her wet-eyed smiles. I miss her. Sheâs got quite friendly with Adam now. I think she feels sorry for him.
Itâs the evening after Iâve had the chat with Adam at school, and Iâve come home not exactly full of joy, but feeling a bit better now that weâve agreed to be mates. I go upstairs to write in my diary and things feel at least a bit better.
Iâve still got a lot of sucking-up to do to Bindi, though. She didnât even say goodbye to me after school, and I donât get it. To add to my feelings of doom, I saw her making a special effort to be nice to Adam Carter, so now I feel even more horrible.
I only got her to stay by the phone for one evening. I mean, I didnât ask her to commit murder or anything, did I? But sheâs gone all sulky and quiet on me, so I guess Iâve got to buy her a present or something, and Iâm just thinking about what to get her as I close my diary, when Dad comes in and announces that itâs time for Taming Lilah, Session One.
âOK,â I say. I know when Iâm beaten. Dadâs rolled up his shirtsleeves to reveal his tattoos and put on his scariest black glasses. Heâs got a no-nonsense vibe coming off him. I can kind of see why the lions and tigers do whatever he says.
âRight,â he says, all business-like. âLions get angry. They need a release for their anger, kind of like you do. So Iâm going to make you angry and then weâregoing for a run down the street. OK?â
I roll my eyes and cast a longing look at my bedroom door, but Dadâs blocking it.
âSo,â he says. âHow ARE you, Lilah? Tell me how you are.â
Dad has somehow picked up on the fact that I hate this question, and now heâs using it to taunt me, like waving a stick in front of an angry tiger.
Iâm not going to give in yet, though.
âFine,â I say, with a big bright smile.
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