ass.â
âMr. Schwab. I donât think âgrab a-word is a useful teaching expression.â
âBut a ban? On talking to girls? This just seems like an awful lot of punishment.â
âThis is serious, Mr. Schwab. We have a legal responsibility here, as do you.â
Ah , I think, thatâs what this is about. Nobody wants a lawsuit .
âPlease, talk to your son, have a serious talk about this, about sexuality, perhaps, based on his curiosity in the opposite sex. Perhaps it is time to have the talk about contraception.â
âIf heâs not allowed to even talk to a girl, I donât think Ronin is going to be getting to first base, forget about scoring.â
There is a long silence.
Of course they donât consider the baseball scoring system to be an appropriate method for describing teen sexual behavior.
IN THE CAR ON THE way home, as we drive down San Vincente, past the artificial palm trees that now line the median island, I ask Ronin for his version of events.
He is seated in the passenger seat, his backpack at his feet. âI donât want to talk about it. Dad, itâs embarrassing.â His voice is on the precipice of changing, it slips occasionally, dropping an octave or two, before scrambling back up to his boyish tenor.
âIâve heard the schoolâs version of events, and I need to hear yours.â
âWhat did they say?â
âThat you . . . that you grabbed another student.â
ââGrabbedâ?â
âI donât think they used that word. They said âinappropriate touching.ââ
âWhatever,â he says, his voice dropping, then rising. âThat is so retarded.â
âWas there any touching?â
âI pinched Ashley McDanielsâs butt. Like, once. Hard. She liked it.â
âHow do you know she liked it?â
âShe smiled. She smiled when I did it yesterday, and then we walked together to English.â
âDid you ask her if she liked it?â
âNo, that would be embarrassing.â
âBut itâs not embarrassing to pinch her butt?â
âNo, because she smiled at me afterward. But you canât go, like, âDo you like when I pinch your butt?â That would be weird.â
He made sense. In these matters, between a man and a woman, or a boy and a girl, certain things are best left unsaid.
âOkay, but you understand why Vice Principal Nakamura is sending you to Concentration and to that special after-school thing.â
âHe said I have to go to Freaks?â
âNo, itâs this after-school program where you are going to talk about, you know, growing up and stuff.â
âThatâs Freaks. And Iâm NOT GOING TO FREAKS.â
MY EX-WIFE IS ANGRIER WITH the school than with me. She lives a few miles away in a rented house overlooking a canyon where she is waiting when I drop Ronin off and explain the reasons for his suspension. She wants to hire a lawyer, she wants to sue the school, she believes our son is being defamed and the school is overreacting. All of which may be true, but Iâm not sure we can make much of a case.
âHe pinched a girlâs butt?â she says. âSo what? Heâs a boy. Boys and girls are supposed to play with each other in this way. Itâs normal.â
âThey disagree. This is the new normal.â
She studies me. âHave you had a puff?â
I shake my head. âI was pepper-sprayed.â
She is about to go down this conversational path but then stops herself, staying on subject. âThey canât do this.â
My ex-wife has short black hair with fishhook-shaped, skull-hugging curls that hang over her ears, a narrow forehead, the long, slender nose. She has a pleasingly ovoid face, perfectly symmetrical; babies smile when they look at her. Her skin is surprisingly clear and largely unwrinkled, the first infinitesimally small canyons in the flesh now