rattling from side to side with the spasms in his neck. His Moorish skin was turning a sickly yellow.
âSon.â The vet moved toward him carefully, like somebody approaching a land mine. âJust hold still. Help is coming. Ayuda . Coming.â
The rain pinged the manâs dark eyes. But the jockey didnât blink.
âSon?â
The lanky man resembling a rodeo clown rushed toward the vet. His emerald-green vest with the trackâs gold emblem hung askew. âI donât know what happened,â he said. âEverything looked normal. So I hit the buzzer. But the horses, the horses. They wouldnâtâI couldnâtââ
The vet pushed him aside and began waving his arms. Four green trucks tore down the turf from the backstretch. The vet pointed at the white rail and the trucks swerved toward the infield, coming to a stop. A dozen men wearing maintenance coveralls jumped out, then pulled long PVC pipes from the truck beds, carrying them to the rail and stabbing the spiked ends into the soil. Another pipe was attached, and when they drew it away, a blue curtain unfurled, at least twelve feet high. The grandstands disappeared from view.
Two men approached the vet, carrying a thick plank of plastic. It looked like a sled, with ropes on every side. The vet told them to place it in front of the horse. SunTzuâs legs twitched, as though running the race in midair. His long face lay on the turf, a puddle forming under his nose. Every breath blew ripples over the muddy water.
âAyuda!â the vet called out to the jockey trying to restrain the bay horse. âAyuda nessessito!â
The jockey caught the leather straps and handed them to the man in the green vest. Then he ran to the vet.
âI need you to talk to him,â the vet said. âMake him feel bueno .â
The jockey kneeled beside the rider. He spoke soft words, but the pinned man didnât respond. With one hand, the jockey made the sign of the cross. âDeo,â he pleaded. âMi Deo.â
The vet looked at me. âGo back to my van, open the hatch. Pull out the second drawer and bring it here.â
âBring what?â
âThe drawer!â
I didnât understand but followed his orders, walking back to the battered vehicle. Sand and silt from the turf were filling the footbed of my sandals, and when I lifted the tailgate door, I saw a wooden bureau. It was secured to the wall with two-by-fours and its six drawers had handles made of rope. I yanked the second ligature. The drawer contained several dozen unmarked white boxes and wasnât heavy, but carrying it kicked another round of pain down my right side. I held my breath, and when I saw the jockey on the ground, I felt ashamed of complaining.
Doc Madison tore open four boxes and removed six glass vials, each marked with pharmaceutical labels. Stabbing the vialsâ rubber ends with needles, he filled two large syringes. As he was finishing the second, Brent Roth drove up in a truck and jumped out, running to the vetâs side.
âIâm here,â he said.
âMy grandmother couldâve walked here faster,â the vet said.
âI was busy withââ
The vet cut him off again. âDid you call for another ambulance?â
Brent nodded. His acne seemed to weep in the rain. âI justââ
âI donât care. Go hold the head.â The vet placed one syringe in the chest pocket of his shirt. Turning to the jockey who kneeled beside the rider, he said, âTell him just a few minutes more.â
The jockey whispered in Spanish. The rider stared at the sky.
Brent dropped on his knees beside SunTzu. The horse was breathing faster now, that same locomotive panic I heard in Solo two nights ago. When Brent leaned forward, I felt a wave of nausea washing up my throat. He slid his hands down the animalâs perspiring neck, wrapping his arms into an immobilizing hold that looked a lot
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